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[Endoflifecomestoall]

I just want to to introduce myself. I have been following this site for a while. Been having thoughts about ctb and anxiety for 2 years after being on sertraline for 6 months so reading posts has helped me feel I as am not alone.
I am 51 years old and possibly somewhere on the spectrum although not been analysed.
I am lucky I hold down a full time job and have 2 elderly parents but all friends have "moved on"
I have been trying to do things to change improve life.
If I were to ctb it would be sn done "Stan's way"
I live in England.

 

[Rayzieka]

Welcome
I hope you find support in which ever way you need here.

 

[Endoflifecomestoall]

Welcome
I hope you find support in which ever way you need here.

Thank you Rayzieka. I hope so too

 

[cambrai33]

I just want to to introduce myself. I have been following this site for a while. Been having thoughts about ctb and anxiety for 2 years after being on sertraline for 6 months so reading posts has helped me feel I as am not alone.
I am 51 years old and possibly somewhere on the spectrum although not been analysed.
I am lucky I hold down a full time job and have 2 elderly parents but all friends have "moved on"
I have been trying to do things to change improve life.
If I were to ctb it would be sn done "Stan's way"
I live in England.

Welcome and we'll done for posting, it's never easy to put yourself out there

Sn is becoming my choice too but I'm nervous about getting it delivered and my ctb intentions spotted

We live in the same place

 

[deflationary]

Welcome & sorry you're here.

 

[Darkover]

i've managed to source some SN 98 pure food grade from china spoken to the seller he said he sells to the uk all the time it's expensive for shipping tho it's going to take a while to be deliver as well like a month by the looks of things i don't know if it will be seized by customs or have to pay import tax i've not bought it yet got to wait a few days for payday

 

[Endoflifecomestoall]

Welcome and we'll done for posting, it's never easy to put yourself out there

Sn is becoming my choice too but I'm nervous about getting it delivered and my ctb intentions spotted

We live in the same place

Thank you Cambrai33.

 

[FuneralCry]

Welcome. Whatever happens, I wish you the best. I hope you choose to do what is best for yourself.

 

[Huntfish34]

Welcome to SS,. Thank you for sharing! I wish you the best in whatever may happen.

 

[After Life]

Welcome, hope you find what you are looking for in here may it be info or support , joined recently to .

 

[PDAnnie2610]

Welcome and I hope being here helps you.

 

[Endoflifecomestoall]

Welcome to SS,. Thank you for sharing! I wish you the best in whatever may happen.

Thank you

Welcome, hope you find what you are looking for in here may it be info or support , joined recently to .

Good luck to you too

 

[Susannah]

Welcome to ss, the only forum I know of that never judges anyone. I hope you find the support and comfort you need. I've been a member since 2018, and I still come back here when I feel down.

Lots of loveS

 

[Labean]

Welcome. I am your age, my parents "left". Many childhood friends with whom it was very interesting and fun "left". Stay here, read, but do not rush your parents are still here.

 

[justsurrender]

I'm new too. I hope you find any support you need