I've been suffering from severe depression for a while, although the professionals (7 psychiatrists) never cared cared to provide a diagnostic. Nevermind.
I feel so so soooo tired. I think "tomorrow may be better", but it never gets better. I hate myself so much, feel inferior, am an "uncommon" person. I feel so sick and disgusted of myself.
Tired of pretending things will be better, I just want to leave this place. This world. However, there's people I love and it hurts me to think that they would suffer. I just wanna end this suffocating pain. I'm sorry everyone, but that's my wish. I'm very very sorry. If I ever succeed, please, forgive me. I love you all so much.
I feel so so soooo tired. I think "tomorrow may be better", but it never gets better. I hate myself so much, feel inferior, am an "uncommon" person. I feel so sick and disgusted of myself.
Tired of pretending things will be better, I just want to leave this place. This world. However, there's people I love and it hurts me to think that they would suffer. I just wanna end this suffocating pain. I'm sorry everyone, but that's my wish. I'm very very sorry. If I ever succeed, please, forgive me. I love you all so much.
