cyandude
T-x days left... -.-
- Nov 4, 2023
- 63
Hi folks, so, today I managed to buy SN off a source I consider pretty trustworthy (exclusive to Brazil tho).
I feel like I'm taking this too lightly. I'm going to CTB the morning after this year ends, and I don't really feel anything, in fact, it feels like I am working towards making a dream of mine into reality, as though I am finally being able to catalyze this lying vitality within me only to end it all, and it does make me very fulfilled - feels like butterflies in the stomach sometimes - to think that I will succeed, and I will finally be at peace. Does anyone feel similarly regarding CTB? I'd like to hear your experiences with it ^~^
(p.s: this is my first post here!!)
I feel like I'm taking this too lightly. I'm going to CTB the morning after this year ends, and I don't really feel anything, in fact, it feels like I am working towards making a dream of mine into reality, as though I am finally being able to catalyze this lying vitality within me only to end it all, and it does make me very fulfilled - feels like butterflies in the stomach sometimes - to think that I will succeed, and I will finally be at peace. Does anyone feel similarly regarding CTB? I'd like to hear your experiences with it ^~^
(p.s: this is my first post here!!)
