Venting Finding you all is the happiest I’ve ever been

[Untoten_]

It's all in the title, it's literally been the happiest I've been in years, you're all so helpful for this stuff instead of just begging me not to consider anything.

Despite the fact my life has come crumbling down, I'm not depressed, I'm not sad, I just accept that this year is the last year I'll be alive, life is clearly done with me so I'm done with it, I'm just fully accepting knowing that I will be gone, finding you all has been weirdly freeing, like I know that I can breathe because there's an exit I can use at anytime, I'm thinking around May or July or inbetween.

I love every single one of you.

Worst case there's ALWAYS a bus.

 

[idontknowwhatiam]

Love this..... Right back at ya!

 

[boyafraid]

So happy you find solace on this website!

I'm very glad I found this place too. It's hard to find a safe place where you can talk about this stuff without being judged (:

 

[Untoten_]

So happy you find solace on this website!

I'm very glad I found this place too. It's hard to find a safe place where you can talk about this stuff without being judged (:

It is, most people would think I'm crazy being happy that I know I'll be dead this year.

People here just congratulate me.