Help Finding a way to be alone long enough to ctb with SN

[BorderlineQ]

I was able to get the YT brand SN with an Amazon business account and I still need to test the purity, but otherwise I have everything I need to ctb.

I live with my sibling who is out of the house daily for school, but I don't want her to come home to my body. I'd want to go to a hotel, but I have no idea how best to go about it without my sister or family catching on that they don't know where I've gone.

Any suggestions on how to be out of the house long enough to ctb with SN, without anyone catching on and trying to find me?

I don't have any friends in town I could say I'm seeing as that would be the easiest.

 

[amomentspeace]

That;s a complicated question. if you do go out to a hotel and somehow notice immediately they would still need to find you, which is no trivial matter. If you are absolutely convinced they will find you before your death, there are some things you could do depending on your level of energy. I;m gonna list a few

1- you could try to develop a "hobby" that makes you go out sometimes this would take some effort and obviously time, but once your sibling is convinced it should work perfectly

2- if you have access to a vehicle you can just drive somewhere far away, maybe even another city to do it. Assuming the vehicle is not tracked and you know how to drive

3- you could try going somewhere they wont expect. If you leave near any hiking trails and dont mind doing it in a place like that, you could go to the least popular one and go off trail. That would likely give you way more time than needed to ctb, especially if you don't have any history of hiking or things of the sort

4- Maybe you can just go to a hotel and tell the receptionist people from your family are annoying you and not to let them know you're there in case they call. This might work, but if your family mentions a possible suicide attempt, the receptionist might be persuaded to disclose your location regardless

TLDR: It's prolly gonna be hard to ctb without anyone catching on, but doing it before being found should be easier

 

[BorderlineQ]

That;s a complicated question. if you do go out to a hotel and somehow notice immediately they would still need to find you, which is no trivial matter. If you are absolutely convinced they will find you before your death, there are some things you could do depending on your level of energy. I;m gonna list a few

1- you could try to develop a "hobby" that makes you go out sometimes this would take some effort and obviously time, but once your sibling is convinced it should work perfectly

2- if you have access to a vehicle you can just drive somewhere far away, maybe even another city to do it. Assuming the vehicle is not tracked and you know how to drive

3- you could try going somewhere they wont expect. If you leave near any hiking trails and dont mind doing it in a place like that, you could go to the least popular one and go off trail. That would likely give you way more time than needed to ctb, especially if you don't have any history of hiking or things of the sort

4- Maybe you can just go to a hotel and tell the receptionist people from your family are annoying you and not to let them know you're there in case they call. This might work, but if your family mentions a possible suicide attempt, the receptionist might be persuaded to disclose your location regardless

TLDR: It's prolly gonna be hard to ctb without anyone catching on, but doing it before being found should be easier

Thank you, I really appreciate the different perspectives with it! It helps a lot and I'll see what I can make work. I really like the hobby idea, that'd be good

 

[amomentspeace]

Glad to be of service friend. Good luck on your scheme