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deadalreadysqc

deadalreadysqc

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Sep 21, 2022
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I planned on last month but a lot happened now today I feel like it's now or never,
do y'all think it's okay to have doubts?
I've been thinking about the things I'll miss and I just wonder if I'm making the right choice..but despite those moments, the loudest voice in my head is telling me to go, to do it because I'll finally feel peace.
I have SN, I'm just gonna fast all day and take it tonight, wrote my goodbye letters and threw my embarrassing stuff away so nobody will see it . I guess it really is now or never..
 
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Monkeyman

Monkeyman

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Dec 27, 2022
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Of course it's okay to have doubts, it's a natural thing - especially the part about wondering if you're going to be missing out on things. There's not a lot we can say and the choice is yours, so I wish you safe travels if you're going through with it.
 
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Szinuus

Szinuus

I see the bus...I can almost see it
Aug 19, 2022
211
Many people ctb around new year. Wish you good luck and freedom from all suffering.
 
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Per Ardua Ad Astra

Per Ardua Ad Astra

Malpractice: NeuroDystrophy-Paralysis-Meds-Injured
Sep 27, 2022
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Per ardua ad astra 💫🕊️🙏
 
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byebyered

byebyered

sunshine ☀️
Mar 9, 2022
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Good luck OP , I hope you find peace ❤️
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It's understandable wishing for peace that cannot be found in this cruel existence. I hope that you find what you wish for, best of luck.
 
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LookingOverTheEdge

LookingOverTheEdge

Hello Darkness my old friend
Jul 13, 2020
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I planned on last month but a lot happened now today I feel like it's now or never,
do y'all think it's okay to have doubts?
I've been thinking about the things I'll miss and I just wonder if I'm making the right choice..but despite those moments, the loudest voice in my head is telling me to go, to do it because I'll finally feel peace.
I have SN, I'm just gonna fast all day and take it tonight, wrote my goodbye letters and threw my embarrassing stuff away so nobody will see it . I guess it really is now or never..
Absolutely okay to have doubts. And it's ok to change your mind just as it's ok for you to make your own choice.
Whatever you decide to do, I wish you the best.
 

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