Finally accepting death

[FireFox]

I have finally accepted death life is not for me it never was. Some of us are not made for living. I have fought and tried so hard to improve my life and all I wanted was to be happy. None of it was meant to be. I was made to be rejected by men my own father didn't want me the signs were always there even from birth. I am the problem, the curse. I am truly am unlovable. Its just everything in my life

I am tired of nothing going right in my life and people in my life not understanding at all nor taking my feelings seriously. I am not living to see a another decade . I don't belong here in this world I never did.
I really wanted to live and tried so hard. I don't belong here in this world. I will be dead in my 30s. I am in the final years of my life.

 

[MrDarkness]

When death is accepted it's such a comfy feeling, it's something that can't be explained

 

[charlotte_]

I'm glad you get a relief from pain. I'm really sorry that life has brought you to this breaking point, and hopefully, in death will you be able to find peace.

 

[day]

Sorry to hear this OP, no one should have to suffer like this. I hope that you find peace and find happiness. You deserve nothing less.

 

[CTB Dream]

Vry sry,this life not fair full sffr pain, vry cruel ppl this do dscrmnt no give love no undrstnd, hope peace

 

[The anhedonic one]

Deep down I don't really want to die.
Yet death is my only option now because I'm trapped inside a living hell that I truly cannot tolerate for much longer.
I'm like someone trapped inside a burning skyscraper, I don't want to jump, but I have to.

 

[FuneralCry]

I think that in my opinion it's a positive thing accepting death as we are destined for nowhere but to die, we are all just waiting for death anyway where everything will finally be forgotten about. Death is the most normal thing and I personally see not existing forever as being the only relief in such a cruel, dreadful world, I think it's true that not everyone is meant to exist here.

 

[Ligottian]

I used to hope for good things to happen. Now I just hope bad things don't happen. Just a few more things have to happen/get done before I ctb.