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Final Thoughts and Goodbye - SN
Thread starterSea Turtle
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I think I've came a little late but I just wanted to say that I wish you peace. I wish things would've played out differently for you but what you said about Death/nothingness is really a good food for thought. I hope you get what you wanted.
Final thoughts: One can never truly conceptualize death and nothingness until they face death itself. I thought I had prepared sufficiently, but still there is a shred of fear of not being here. I know it's illogical, and I know my decision based on logic stands, but my heart goes out to those who are able to CTB or those who choose recovery. Life is a perilous journey. Be proud of where you are, regardless of anything else. I wait for the eternal ocean of nothingness to greet my mortal body. I only pray there is nothing after death. If there is nothing, all my fears and concerns will be gone. A person is gone once they leave. They speak no more, walk no more, think no more, hold no more connections. That is a scary concept indeed. But it is my choice over the known pain and suffering of life and consciousness.
i started crying after reading this, im crying while posting this. life is so sad and unfair sometimes... this reminded me of my granny and dad, how i miss them, how life was alittle bearable when they were alive
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