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Joey

Joey

Enlightened
Jun 14, 2020
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I think I've came a little late but I just wanted to say that I wish you peace. I wish things would've played out differently for you but what you said about Death/nothingness is really a good food for thought. I hope you get what you wanted. 💔
 
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VoidDesirer22

VoidDesirer22

A dream inside a locked room
Sep 6, 2021
673
Beautiful soul. Goodbye.
 
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Fadeawaaaay

Fadeawaaaay

Visionary
Nov 12, 2021
2,156
Wishing you everlasting peace. 🙏💕
 
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Shu

Shu

As above, So Below.
Jan 21, 2022
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Thanks for being so kind.. may you be protected during your travels..
 
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Muse

Muse

Member
Dec 23, 2021
67
I hope you're at peace. Love.
 
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Karik892

Karik892

Member
Feb 12, 2022
24
Good bye, Peace.
 
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Istanbulite

Istanbulite

Member
Jan 14, 2022
564
Are there any news articles regarding her whereabouts or final situation?
 
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downndone2

Living in misery
Jan 23, 2022
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Peace <3
 
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Sam772

Member
Jan 17, 2022
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Final thoughts: One can never truly conceptualize death and nothingness until they face death itself. I thought I had prepared sufficiently, but still there is a shred of fear of not being here. I know it's illogical, and I know my decision based on logic stands, but my heart goes out to those who are able to CTB or those who choose recovery. Life is a perilous journey. Be proud of where you are, regardless of anything else. I wait for the eternal ocean of nothingness to greet my mortal body. I only pray there is nothing after death. If there is nothing, all my fears and concerns will be gone. A person is gone once they leave. They speak no more, walk no more, think no more, hold no more connections. That is a scary concept indeed. But it is my choice over the known pain and suffering of life and consciousness.

Godspeed

i started crying after reading this, im crying while posting this. life is so sad and unfair sometimes... this reminded me of my granny and dad, how i miss them, how life was alittle bearable when they were alive
 
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LivideLamb

LivideLamb

I'm so decaying, feeling like an ashtray
Jan 5, 2020
367
Wishing you peace and sunny days ahead Sea Turtle. Hopefully you will find peace xoxo
 

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