hey guys i plan to leave soon via sn. i have a bunch of questions though-
1) how do i make the process easier for my family- they have already dealt with 2 attempts 5-6 years back
2) are suicides always reported in the news? how to prevent this from happening
3) is it possible to not consent to an autopsy
4) can and will the police look through my stuff- notebooks, phone etc if i leave a note claiming its a suicide
5) should i just wipe my phone before i leave
6) is there any other procedural stuff that i need to be aware of/take care of
No clue... Let me try until our geniuses come along
1) my family was abusive so it's hard for me to say... But you can write in the note that they were good parents... But wete they? Their kid's needs aren't fulfiled, his limits are abused... So much he kill himself. Yeah they failed. Society failed. They failed to protect you from society. I bet they threw you at a stranger, a psychiatrist, who invaludated your pain & sadness, who you are as a person, to force pills in you and get rich & feel in control while you felt shamed, doomed, hopeless, helpless. Psychiatric drugs cause suicidal urges!!! Lack if vitamin c, b, magnesium too. Abuse. Trauma. Reactive hypoglycemia. Overwork. Pressure to be perfect. I bet your parents demanded to be perfect, in a way they never were, so they could brag about your achievements to others. As if they were their own, while you crumbled into exhaustion, crying behind your happy mask... Denied the very right to feel, to be you, to rest, and be comforted by their hugs, not a toxic pill! So angry. Happened to me and countless others. Write your reasons and tell them they did the best they could but you just want to... Sleep (then sleep)
2. Maybe write in your note that you don't want your name in the news. But no longer your problem. But I think they avoid it because it triggers more suicides.
3. I don't know but you can write it as a final request to die untouched or something (is it to protect the use of sn? Don't worry. But thanks) Your parents can probsbly demand an autopsy against your wishes, but that would surprise me. The government might be too cheap & lazy. They refused to do autopsy for covid. Way too happy to label anyone as a covid death to inflate the numbers, extend emergency powers, and get rich buying shares in pharma... If you ask to be cremated & not embalmed... I feel like he might be less likely to play with your body? I don't want my mouth & ass sowned...
4. I don't know but those jerks cops like to jerk off. So they will either not care or invade... Maybe it depends on who.
5. Why whipe? To protect us? Maybe just a lock and hide it in a drawer or a box in the closet? Not in plain view? Less likely to interest lazy cops, but might really worry overly curious ones...? If you don't have baby porn I wouldn't worry. Wiping a phone would add extra stress if the method fails you & you need your phone...
6) don't be found for at least 8h? I'm not sure if the exact number? Most important... don't be saved unless you want to.
Best of luck & peaceful wishes. Sorry I don't know stuff...
