Final Farewell

[Hahem]

Rest in peace.

 

[LostSoul1965]

I see, thank you. And I assume the vomiting was due to (at least partially) not using any AE? I assume she had no access to AEs where she lived.

She stated that she didn't think an AE was necessary and wanted to keep it simple. I am thinking of going this route as well. The key thing I gather is even though vomiting and some discomfort she stayed the course. Seems alot of failed attempts revolve around calling for help and she did not.

 

[destinationlosangel]

Praying for you Mimi

 

[Defenestration]

I hope you will be in peace

 

[albstr1403]

Rip queen

 

[ms_beaverhousen]

She stated that she didn't think an AE was necessary and wanted to keep it simple. I am thinking of going this route as well. The key thing I gather is even though vomiting and some discomfort she stayed the course. Seems alot of failed attempts revolve around calling for help and she did not.

Yeah people don't care enough to read...

 

[Saturn_]

Rest in peace. Who knows where you are now, but I hope you've found heaven. You'll always be missed and remembered

 

[blippy]

Rest in peace and I hope you found the peace that you were seeking

I took a break from a site for a few weeks. When I came back, I thought of you and wanted to reach out to you - only to find this post. Thank you for the brief energy we exchanged. Albeit, minimal, I could tell you had a kind soul.

 

[vanillamilkshakes]

I'm glad it was peaceful Rest in peace Mimi, I hope you are happier wherever you are now.

 

[heavyeyes]

Rest in peace

 

[nonchalantexit]

it is truly eerie to see her username pop up after all these months. I remember reading this thread months ago- still remember her uber black bit. hope everything is better wherever you are Mi Mi <3

 

[Nikki_Music]

Rest in peace

 

[pariah80]

If you're really about to go through with this, I wish for you serenity and calmness. May you find peace if not a beautiful dream to call a new life.

 

[drakflowerfire]

Good luck on your trip and have it painless.

 

[saltytears]

Update:

This is how it hypothetically went.

She was nervous but quite determined and collected.

Said she was very grateful to this site and everyone in it. She was seeing the online number on the page and was quite surprised and happy and grateful to not have done this alone.

Said stomach was growling since she fasted for long.

Prepared 2 cups....... "just taking time to make sure it fully dissolves, but there are no more granulars."

"I didn't expect 25g to look like that. Solution is cloudier than i expected."

Took antacids (didn't specify what kind)

After 15 minutes took 1st cup.... she was coughing bit and burped a little but said she was fine.

"Lying on my right side now, higher with a pillow under my head"
"it's salty, kinda like putting too much salt on your french fries.

"No chemical taste just salty. My throat feels fine. The salt detox has helped me prepare of what it will be like."

Took mint for the taste.

After 5 min
"no effect yet, a bit nauseous but managable"
"To each their own but i never believe AEs are necessarily"
"No pain or burning sensation"
"looking at people's kind replies"

7 min
"heart beat is rising a bit but im ok"


10 min,
"nausea got stronger, breathing deep and trying to hold it in"

12min
"i can't hold it in any longer, it's definitely coming out!"

Vomited

"I will take 2nd cup once the vomiting stops"
"Heart is beating fast now"
"A little dizzy"

14 min
"I took only one sip of the 2nd cup, i can't drink any more"

15 min
"Lying on my right side now"
"Heart beating faster"
"Dizziness increased now"

16 min
Non responsive

17-18 min
Inaudible very low voices, faded after a couple of mins.

20-22 min
consistent audible fastish exhale sound

28 min
Breath sound still audible but got slower

33 min
Breath sound got lower and slower

36-38 min
Very low and sparse

39min
Last audible Breath.

After that no audible sound for the next 30mins.

Disclaimer: this is all there is to it and all of this is just hypothetically speaking. Take it as you will. Please don't ask me further questions, especially ones i have no way of knowing and answering.

Im a bit confused about this post--when you say hypothetically speaking is this what you are guessing happened? was this a real scenario...with times and events? Just trying to figure it all out. (and she used no AEs successfully.....)?

 

[maniac116]

Safe travels Mi Mi.
I hope your transition goes well & you find a place of eternal peace & love