It does not work like that. He knows what he is doing.
ms_beaverhousen
Kill the beat and the verses.
- Mar 14, 2024
- 1,235
I
He acted like he didn't want to take the risk when some of us (me) would've risked it. I was reassured because MiMi herself said she would be on a call...
itsover246
Life destroyed by SSRIs
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- 34
ferrie
she/they
- May 19, 2024
- 513
jbleakness
Member
- May 8, 2024
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i am sorry for the pain that brought you to this. but i do wish you a good trip. I do not know you , yet i understand your pain. go in peace friend
May legions of winged angels, carry you unto your heaven .While choirs of cherubim exalt your praises. And may the light always shine upon your face.
i am going to listen to one of your songs, i just found this site , as such if u r still here , i want ytou to know your the first ive seen on here , ctb. I will remeber u . ur posts . thank u
May legions of winged angels, carry you unto your heaven .While choirs of cherubim exalt your praises. And may the light always shine upon your face.
i am going to listen to one of your songs, i just found this site , as such if u r still here , i want ytou to know your the first ive seen on here , ctb. I will remeber u . ur posts . thank u
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feelinggloomy
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Ruma
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- 250
Update:
This is how it hypothetically went.
She was nervous but quite determined and collected.
Said she was very grateful to this site and everyone in it. She was seeing the online number on the page and was quite surprised and happy and grateful to not have done this alone.
Said stomach was growling since she fasted for long.
Prepared 2 cups....... "just taking time to make sure it fully dissolves, but there are no more granulars."
"I didn't expect 25g to look like that. Solution is cloudier than i expected."
Took antacids (didn't specify what kind)
After 15 minutes took 1st cup.... she was coughing bit and burped a little but said she was fine.
"Lying on my right side now, higher with a pillow under my head"
"it's salty, kinda like putting too much salt on your french fries.
"No chemical taste just salty. My throat feels fine. The salt detox has helped me prepare of what it will be like."
Took mint for the taste.
After 5 min
"no effect yet, a bit nauseous but managable"
"To each their own but i never believe AEs are necessarily"
"No pain or burning sensation"
"looking at people's kind replies"
7 min
"heart beat is rising a bit but im ok"
10 min,
"nausea got stronger, breathing deep and trying to hold it in"
12min
"i can't hold it in any longer, it's definitely coming out!"
Vomited
"I will take 2nd cup once the vomiting stops"
"Heart is beating fast now"
"A little dizzy"
14 min
"I took only one sip of the 2nd cup, i can't drink any more"
15 min
"Lying on my right side now"
"Heart beating faster"
"Dizziness increased now"
16 min
Non responsive
17-18 min
Inaudible very low voices, faded after a couple of mins.
20-22 min
consistent audible fastish exhale sound
28 min
Breath sound still audible but got slower
33 min
Breath sound got lower and slower
36-38 min
Very low and sparse
39min
Last audible Breath.
After that no audible sound for the next 30mins.
Disclaimer: this is all there is to it and all of this is just hypothetically speaking. Take it as you will. Please don't ask me further questions, especially ones i have no way of knowing and answering.
This is how it hypothetically went.
She was nervous but quite determined and collected.
Said she was very grateful to this site and everyone in it. She was seeing the online number on the page and was quite surprised and happy and grateful to not have done this alone.
Said stomach was growling since she fasted for long.
Prepared 2 cups....... "just taking time to make sure it fully dissolves, but there are no more granulars."
"I didn't expect 25g to look like that. Solution is cloudier than i expected."
Took antacids (didn't specify what kind)
After 15 minutes took 1st cup.... she was coughing bit and burped a little but said she was fine.
"Lying on my right side now, higher with a pillow under my head"
"it's salty, kinda like putting too much salt on your french fries.
"No chemical taste just salty. My throat feels fine. The salt detox has helped me prepare of what it will be like."
Took mint for the taste.
After 5 min
"no effect yet, a bit nauseous but managable"
"To each their own but i never believe AEs are necessarily"
"No pain or burning sensation"
"looking at people's kind replies"
7 min
"heart beat is rising a bit but im ok"
10 min,
"nausea got stronger, breathing deep and trying to hold it in"
12min
"i can't hold it in any longer, it's definitely coming out!"
Vomited
"I will take 2nd cup once the vomiting stops"
"Heart is beating fast now"
"A little dizzy"
14 min
"I took only one sip of the 2nd cup, i can't drink any more"
15 min
"Lying on my right side now"
"Heart beating faster"
"Dizziness increased now"
16 min
Non responsive
17-18 min
Inaudible very low voices, faded after a couple of mins.
20-22 min
consistent audible fastish exhale sound
28 min
Breath sound still audible but got slower
33 min
Breath sound got lower and slower
36-38 min
Very low and sparse
39min
Last audible Breath.
After that no audible sound for the next 30mins.
Disclaimer: this is all there is to it and all of this is just hypothetically speaking. Take it as you will. Please don't ask me further questions, especially ones i have no way of knowing and answering.
That would be nice to know. (hypothetically) If in fact she is gone i hope it was a smooth and painless transition for her. She was a beautiful soul.
And a joy to have around here.
Raven2
Specialist
- Dec 1, 2022
- 356
Coconut blue
Student
- May 13, 2024
- 161
I hope you're in a better place
you deserve peace and happiness
you deserve peace and happiness
Roadrunner
Student
- Mar 18, 2024
- 164
absolutelyyou
peaceful
- Jul 26, 2023
- 168
I have a candle going for you, Mimi. I hope you are at rest, your pain is gone, and you've found the peace you've deserved your whole life. This place is a little darker without your light but I think there are a good few of us here that can safely say the light you shined was deeply impactful to those that experienced it. May you rest in a peace as strong as the light you shared.
ms_beaverhousen
Kill the beat and the verses.
- Mar 14, 2024
- 1,235
Unknown21
The past never dies.
- Apr 25, 2023
- 970
Onelegman
I use a translator
- May 24, 2024
- 552
Mi Mi and most of us here could improve the world in so many ways... but no, the world forces us to leave.
Tears in Rain
..............
- Dec 12, 2023
- 858
lost_ange1
An angel who wants to go home..
- May 29, 2024
- 156
Beyond_Repair
Disheartened Ghost
- Oct 27, 2023
- 452
Sounded like a rough journey but I am sure she arrived safe and sound.
Do I understand correctly that she didn't take any AE? And what is a "salt detox"? Anyone lnows?
Do I understand correctly that she didn't take any AE? And what is a "salt detox"? Anyone lnows?
absolutelyyou
peaceful
- Jul 26, 2023
- 168
She spoke about in in an earlier thread of hers. It's a method of basically triggering your body to purge whatever is in your digestive tract. You drink a lot of salt water very fast, likely done to clean her body out as much as possible before the inevitability of your bowels and bladders expelling when you die.
Raindancer
Specialist
- Nov 4, 2023
- 321
May your journey have been safe and peaceful and I pray you are in the arms of God.
sugarh1gh
Death is new departure and beggining of a journey.
- May 27, 2024
- 325
Thank you for doing this. Really appreciate it.
You are a special person and I hope you're doing ok.
I see, thank you. And I assume the vomiting was due to (at least partially) not using any AE? I assume she had no access to AEs where she lived.
