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MeowTheFlemishCat

MeowTheFlemishCat

"The snake that cannot shed its skin perishes"
Mar 3, 2023
292
I'm set to go in a few weeks but I'm still hesitant
 
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CmonAlready

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Jan 20, 2025
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What method are you following, in terms of ingredients and doses?
 
billie

billie

take me back to the night we met
Mar 31, 2024
622
i hope you find peace
 
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areyousafe??

Arcanist
Nov 27, 2024
478
Me too. Where is your hesitance coming from?
 
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CmonAlready

Member
Jan 20, 2025
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If you're hesitant perhaps it's because you're truly not set to go. There's always help (therapy, meds)! They're not perfect but maybe you should give it more thought!

I apologize but would you mind answering my first question. I'm struggling to find all the ingredients, doses, formulas, etc. It's exhausting trying to piece it all together. And I'm already exhausted!
 
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Peter Skellern

Enlightened
Jan 10, 2025
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I'm struggling to find all the ingredients, doses, formulas, etc. It's exhausting trying to piece it all together. And I'm already exhausted!
Definitely. If you weren't suicidal when you came here, that undertaking makes you so. It's SUCH hard work.
 
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CmonAlready

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Jan 20, 2025
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Definitely. If you weren't suicidal when you came here, that undertaking makes you so. It's SUCH hard work.
Hey bud,

Can you please provide whatever knowledge you have about ingredients, dosing, formulas?

Thanks in advance!
 
MeowTheFlemishCat

MeowTheFlemishCat

"The snake that cannot shed its skin perishes"
Mar 3, 2023
292
I got euthanasia that will be carried out by Belgian doctor so I don't have to prepare
 
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MeowTheFlemishCat

MeowTheFlemishCat

"The snake that cannot shed its skin perishes"
Mar 3, 2023
292
I WANT to live but my ex best friend doesn't unblock on top of OCD. It's hard.
 
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CmonAlready

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Appertaining to?
Suicide with sodium nitrite and all other required meds and OTC formulations.
I WANT to live but my ex best friend doesn't unblock on top of OCD. It's hard.
That's why she's your ex best friend! Find an OCD support group online or otherwise... Whatever suits you best. Don't allow one person who you thought was your best friend to be the cause of ending your life!
 
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human909

human909

Banned
Dec 30, 2024
590
I wish you good luck and hope you find the peace that you've been looking for.
 
MeowTheFlemishCat

MeowTheFlemishCat

"The snake that cannot shed its skin perishes"
Mar 3, 2023
292
I wish you good luck and hope you find the peace that you've been looking for.
"Finding peace", sounds defeatist and weak willed, I don't want peace, I want to keep struggling and WIN
 
ayb

ayb

"I'd feel trapped if I couldn't CTB at any time."
Feb 15, 2019
293
I WANT to live but my ex best friend doesn't unblock on top of OCD. It's hard.
Just wondering but did you ever try clomipramine and fluvoxamine?

Ultimately however it's your decision. All the best.
 

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