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Observer13

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Any threads of users who were successful with Fentanyl? I had recently tried with what was assumed to be lethal amount with no prior tolerance. Unfortunately, I was found by my parents 5+ hours later and somehow survived after numerous code blues in ICU.
 
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heyismeman

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Any threads of users who were successful with Fentanyl? I had recently tried with what was assumed to be lethal amount with no prior tolerance. Unfortunately, I was found by my parents 5+ hours later and somehow survived after numerous code blues in ICU.
How much did you take tho and how did you take it. Either price or amount etc
Any threads of users who were successful with Fentanyl? I had recently tried with what was assumed to be lethal amount with no prior tolerance. Unfortunately, I was found by my parents 5+ hours later and somehow survived after numerous code blues in ICU.
Also where was it from street or dw etc
Any threads of users who were successful with Fentanyl? I had recently tried with what was assumed to be lethal amount with no prior tolerance. Unfortunately, I was found by my parents 5+ hours later and somehow survived after numerous code blues in ICU.
Curious because this is also method
 
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heyismeman

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You didn't type anything in that response it's all blank
 
ventingfrustrations

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I have to ask if you flat lined or not because maybe it wasn't pure
 
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Observer13

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I sourced it from the DW from a reputable vendor. I'm assuming and snorted (insufflated) it. Afterwards, I laid down with my eyes closed and awoke days later in in the ICU told that they thought they had lost me. All in all, I'm debating taking a larger dose or resorting to SN.
I have to ask if you flat lined or not because maybe it wasn't pure
Nah, I would've been probably dead if y dad didn't find e hours later and done CPR.
You didn't type anything in that response it's all blank
I sourced it from the DW from a reputable vendor. I'm assuming I took 3.5g and snorted (insufflated) it. Afterwards, I laid down with my eyes closed and awoke days later in in the ICU told that they thought they had lost me. All in all, I'm debating taking a larger dose or resorting to SN.
 
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heyismeman

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I sourced it from the DW from a reputable vendor. I'm assuming I took 3.5g and snorted (insufflated) it. Afterwards, I laid down with my eyes closed and awoke days later in in the ICU told that they thought they had lost me. All in all, I'm debating taking a larger dose or resorting to SN.

Nah, I would've been probably dead if y dad didn't find e hours later and done CPR.

I sourced it from the DW from a reputable vendor. I'm assuming I took 3.5g and snorted (insufflated) it. Afterwards, I laid down with my eyes closed and awoke days later in in the ICU told that they thought they had lost me. All in all, I'm debating taking a larger dose or resorting to SN.
Wait how did you possibly snort 3.5g? Are you sure u took the full dose?
 
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Wait how did you possibly snort 3.5g? Are you sure u took the full dose?
To be honest, I forgot the real dose, but I can look to see if I can find how much I took. The doctor told me it was lethal and I'm lucky to be alive.
Wait how did you possibly snort 3.5g? Are you sure u took the full dose?
To be honest, I forgot the real dose, but I can look to see if I can find how much I took. The doctor told me it was lethal and I'm lucky to be alive
 
ventingfrustrations

ventingfrustrations

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I'm guessing you told the doctors that you just have a drug problem and aren't suicidal sorry if this reads harsh I'm just looking for info on it
 
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To be honest, I forgot the real dose, but I can look to see if I can find how much I took. The doctor told me it was lethal and I'm lucky to be alive.

To be honest, I forgot the real dose, but I can look to see if I can find how much I took. The doctor told me it was lethal and I'm lucky to be alive
Do you remember how much you paid for it?
 
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Observer13

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I'm guessing you told the doctors that you just have a drug problem and aren't suicidal
Nah, I come from a decent background and didn't want them to try to put me rehab. I told one nurse while I was in a weird state that I intentionally snorted. My reason for CTB isn't due to depression, but stems from years of research of spiritual sciences and my own OBE/NDE's. I don't feel the need to live in a vessel that has biological desires designed to keep us in a cycle of birth and death
Do you remember how much you paid for it?
I'll look around and get back to you
 
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heyismeman

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Jan 29, 2025
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Nah, I come from a decent background and didn't want them to try to put me rehab. I told one nurse while I was in a weird state that I intentionally snorted. My reason for CTB isn't due to depression, but stems from years of research of spiritual sciences and my own OBE/NDE's. I don't feel the need to live in a vessel that has biological desires designed to keep us in a cycle of birth and death

I'll look around and get back to you
Yea let me know man, because you said you snorted 3.5g and it didn't work and that goes against everything I have ever seen online on the substance so please keep me updated
 
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Observer13

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Wait how did you possibly snort 3.5g? Are you sure u took the full dosehad

Yea let me know man, because you said you snorted 3.5g and it didn't work and that goes against everything I have ever seen online on the substance so please keep me update
I definitely over exaggerated it, sorry. I took enough to have kidney failure. My dad did CPR till ambulance came and I had numerous cardiac arrests in hospital. All in all, I would be dead if it wasn't for being found.
 
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heyismeman

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I definitely over exaggerated it, sorry. I took enough to have kidney failure. My dad did CPR till ambulance came and I had numerous cardiac arrests in hospital. All in all, I would be dead if it wasn't for being found.
OK so what are the long term damages you suffered?
 
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Observer13

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Mar 4, 2025
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OK so what are the long term damages you suffered?
The doctors said they thought I would be in a vegetable state and put me on dialysis for my kidneys. All in all, I was discharged w/ a small remainder of damage in my kidneys which don't impact me at all.
OK so what are the long term damages you suffered?
Oh, just remembered my order was advertised as China White
 
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heyismeman

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The doctors said they thought I would be in a vegetable state and put me on dialysis for my kidneys. All in all, I was discharged w/ a small remainder of damage in my kidneys which don't impact me at all.

Oh, just remembered my order was advertised as China White
Yea but I would kill to know the dosage man
 
ventingfrustrations

ventingfrustrations

Student
Mar 4, 2025
174
thanks for the info on fentanyl though definitely was one of my suicidal thoughts/options
 

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