Feeling Scared

[k7654321]

I have never posted before, but I am feeling like I am running out of time before I get sectioned again and I can't let this happen. I just don't know how to get over the fear of dying, and I'm scared I'm never going to feel ready, and I'll put it off so long that I won't have the option anymore because I'll be trapped again.

 

[k7654321]

I feel so guilty

 

[noatacanti2020]

I am in the same boat as you honestly. I am scare of failure and have a good surivial instinct

 

[haibane]

SI is a bitch fr, and failure is just too scary to try something not completely fiable

 

[Infinitespace_]

the best way is either to look within yourself and meditate or you can use a belief in the soul as a way to suppress the fear of death

 

[FuneralCry]

I find it so dreadful how it's so unnecessarily difficult to cease existing, it really should be much more straightforward to leave. I hate how we cannot just choose to easily leave this existence when we wish to, the difficulty of suicide has always kept me trapped here, I certainly get that it's so awful feeling stuck in this existence.

 

[k7654321]

I find it so dreadful how it's so unnecessarily difficult to cease existing, it really should be much more straightforward to leave. I hate how we cannot just choose to easily leave this existence when we wish to, the difficulty of suicide has always kept me trapped here, I certainly get that it's so awful feeling stuck in this existence.

It's so hard because I just want to feel safe and I wish it was easier

 

[ForgottenAgain]

Is there a way to avoid being sectioned? It sounds like you need more time to figure out what to do. Being scared may be a sign it's not your time yet...