Feel like I'm faking being in a relationship

[Notlikeforte]

Been with my boyfriend now for 3 months after breaking up for 3 months (and e-dating for 9 months prior). I can't bring myself to have sex with him but I know that's what he wants next since he routinely brings it up and gets pushy if he gets drunk. I told him before I got back together that I really cannot promise sexual stuff to him at all. Tomorrow is valentines day and I really don't want anything to do with this anymore.

Really wish I didn't say "fuck it" and get back together with him in response to his pleading, now I just feel trapped... especially since I'm visiting him in Canada(from US).

I don't think I can ever really be compatible with other people so I don't know why I'm forcing myself to live.

 

[GoSan1]

Sounds cold, but if there's no love in this relationship, you should just immediately break up.
This is hurtful on both sides, and forcing it out of fear only makes things worse.

If you do love him, though, you should have a real talk with them and your boundries. Because then he is the one who has to accept it and you.