Feel like I was born to kill myself

[ymimi0103]

Everyone's who met me in my life can probably tell I'm gonna end up killing my self, since my childhood. Honestly the way my life is going I feel like it's the only ending that makes sense for me like this is what my life has been building up to since I was born. Just looking back on my life it feels so obvious that this is what it was gonna come to, whether it's now or next year or 10 years I'm sure my end is gonna be me committing suicide. Anyone else feel like your life and death has already been planned?