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virtualdreamplaza

virtualdreamplaza

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Jun 30, 2024
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Hello, I'm planning on CTB this weekend or the one after that if I won't have enough time

My plan:
Day 1:
Maybe take Metoclopramide throughout the day to test how my body reacts to it? Not sure because I don't got a lot.
Probably will do ketamine or other drugs that day and smoke hella

Day 2:
Smoke weed throughout the day
8 hours before SN stop eating
2 hours before SN stop drinking
1 hour before take 1000mg of paracetamol
40 minutes before take 3 X 10mg Metoclopramide
Wait 40 minutes
Take 25g of SN
Take Lorazepam (How much should I take?)

Things left to figure out:
-Need to do SN purity test to make sure, or should I just risk it?
-Need to find a cheap hotel that's close to me
-Need to figure out how much Lorazepam should I take

Would love to get any feedback on my plan, thank you :)
 
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esistzeit

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Jul 17, 2024
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I read the post of a person who reported smoking weed before taking the SN and they failed to cbt. I don't know if the two are related in any way but I thought you should know.
 
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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Global Mod | Anorexic Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
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You can convo me re: benzos if you have any questions, been taking them forever. Please, please, if you are able, test your SN. It's better to know what's up.
 
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virtualdreamplaza

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Jun 30, 2024
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You can convo me re: benzos if you have any questions, been taking them forever. Please, please, if you are able, test your SN. It's better to know what's up.
Thanks man, do you have any idea how much Lorazepam should I take? I got alot but haven't really took them much at all so idk how much should I take
And yeah I'll have a look around the local pet shops I got around maybe they'll have the aquarium nitrite test kit
I read the post of a person who reported smoking weed before taking the SN and they failed to cbt. I don't know if the two are related in any way but I thought you should know.
Looked into it a bit and looks like it varies from person to person I guess, some say it will even help with nervousness and was even recommended in the PPH book as an antiemetic
 
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Thanks man, do you have any idea how much Lorazepam should I take? I got alot but haven't really took them much at all so idk how much should I take
And yeah I'll have a look around the local pet shops I got around maybe they'll have the aquarium nitrite test kit

Looked into it a bit and looks like it varies from person to person I guess, some say it will even help with nervousness and was even recommended in the PPH book as an antiemetic
Just be mindful that you don't take too much to be too out it and pass out/etc before you can continue your protocol. Do you have any kind of tolerance to benzos?
 
virtualdreamplaza

virtualdreamplaza

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Jun 30, 2024
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Just be mindful that you don't take too much to be too out it and pass out/etc before you can continue your protocol. Do you have any kind of tolerance to benzos?
Hmm I haven't taken benzos too many times so I don't think so.
My 2 options are Lorazepam/Clonazepam
When I took 0.5mg Lorazepam (my prescribed daily amount) I haven't felt anything really so I took 1mg a couple of times, felt a little dizzy sometimes but snapped out of it really quick every time, only took it 3 times so far.

However when I take Clonazepam it hits me like a truck and every single time I have taken it (Also about 3 times) I have just got really sleepy and fell asleep after a while

So maybe Clonazepam is the better choice for this mission? To take like 0.25/0.5 Clonazepam or even more, with the SN at the same time so it doesn't interfere with the protocol.
 
virtualdreamplaza

virtualdreamplaza

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Jun 30, 2024
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OK SO MY PLAN:

Smoke weed throughout the day
8 hours before SN stop eating
2 hours before SN stop drinking
1 hour before take 1000mg of paracetamol
40 minutes before take 3 X 10mg Metoclopramide
Wait 40 minutes
Take 25g of SN
Take 4mg of Clonazepam

Also thinking about the timing of the Clonazepam, and the fact that I gotta drink water to take all of those pills, hopefully it will be okay
 
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cowboypants

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May 7, 2024
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OK SO MY PLAN:

Smoke weed throughout the day
8 hours before SN stop eating
2 hours before SN stop drinking
1 hour before take 1000mg of paracetamol
40 minutes before take 3 X 10mg Metoclopramide
Wait 40 minutes
Take 25g of SN
Take 4mg of Clonazepam

Also thinking about the timing of the Clonazepam, and the fact that I gotta drink water to take all of those pills, hopefully it will be okay
You can powder clonazepam assuming its in tablet form and mix it into the SN
 
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Jun 30, 2024
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You can powder clonazepam assuming its in tablet form and mix it into the SN
Hm I thought about it as well yeah, assuming if I just take them as is it takes time to kick in
So maybe with the SN drink it will be quicker?
I'm just not sure if you can/how to crush the pills cuz im not buying a mortar for this lol
 
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nasigoreng99

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Aug 23, 2024
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Hope you found your peace soon, my friend
All the best!
 
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kittyswift

kittyswift

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Sep 29, 2023
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Hm I thought about it as well yeah, assuming if I just take them as is it takes time to kick in
So maybe with the SN drink it will be quicker?
I'm just not sure if you can/how to crush the pills cuz im not buying a mortar for this lol
in the past ive used spoons or even the end of a rolling pin to crush them in a small bowl
 
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Kurai

Kurai

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Jul 23, 2023
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Your plan looks good almost like mine except I'm not smoking weed tho; I'll be taking the benzos 10 min before the SN and I'm taking 5 mg crushed lorazepam I think I'll be ok before the benzos take effect
 
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hhttt25

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Sep 7, 2024
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I don't know about SN,but muy best wishes for you.
 
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virtualdreamplaza

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Jun 30, 2024
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Your plan looks good almost like mine except I'm not smoking weed tho; I'll be taking the benzos 10 min before the SN and I'm taking 5 mg crushed lorazepam I think I'll be ok before the benzos take effect
Nice, sounds good! I wish you and me good luck on our ways <3 :)
 
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