Father found the alcohol...

[torturedbylife]

And as expected he didn't react nicely. I am not allowed to even fucking drink in this misery shitshow called life. I'm fucking afraid now and I'm shaking and I can't stop crying. I don't want something to happen to me. I don't want my alcohol to be confiscated either. At 19 years old these shit heads called parents want to completely control me. I'm living a dictature here in this shitty house. If my alcohol will be confiscated then I'll commit suicide right after.

 

[The Dark Chaos]

I can understand. My parents also want to control my life but I'm not that easy. They're like..do this..don't do that..we didn't brought you in this world for doing this and for not listening to us. Like, what the hell mann!! I didn't ask you to bring me in this hell. I'm sorry to here that your parents founded about it. I just wish that everything goes okay and fine for you.