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Abhorrence2

Abhorrence2

Member
May 5, 2024
9
Here's the suicide note i wrote for my parents. The avolition is so severe that couldn't be bothered to write anything long. I know my hand writing is shit, but whatever.
1721232223350
Goodbye
1721232578338

1721232986069
I'm drinking gin right now to get low inhib.
Tastes like shit, but i got nothign else.
I'm on 5 shot, gonna try to get to 10-15
 
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rebelnow111

Member
Jul 12, 2024
50
hope u feel better. r u still alive or no?
 
sserafim

sserafim

they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
9,013
dont do it bro
 
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Dececemus

Dececemus

"There's someone in my head, but it's not me."
Jul 11, 2024
5
Hope you find peace.
 
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Iloveher

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Jul 17, 2024
26
Last time I got drunk trying to hang myself I fell asleep under the sky , woke up in time for nobody to see me there.
Anyways , I hope you reconsider , but most of all I hope you find peace
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,598
Maybe they passed out? Regardless, peace to the OP in life, or in death, if that is what they chose for themselves.
 
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dtkdave87

Member
Jul 13, 2024
27
Reading your letter I have an idea of the amount of suffering you are going through. 😔
 
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Csmith8827

Csmith8827

Strength.
Oct 26, 2019
986
Good luck dude, I hope you succeeded/got what you wanted...I like the Deftones too btw.... take care...
 
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meixq

meixq

New Member
Jul 17, 2024
4
even if you succeed or change your mind, I hope you find peace
 
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let.me.let.go87

let.me.let.go87

Meh
Jul 12, 2024
300
I hope you find peace. You deserve it 💜
 
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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Global Mod | Anorexic Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
2,197
We are with you no matter the outcome. Wishing you peace.
 
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