Farewell Thread

[Meant2Die]

I just got it too, same place I assume as there was only 1 seller on there. Will be testing it out to see how it affects me when it comes.

 

[bigj75]

I just got it too, same place I assume as there was only 1 seller on there. Will be testing it out to see how it affects me when it comes.

did you get antiemetics? seems to be some controversy with this dmso method. some say it still causes nausea and some say it doesn't. I'm going to get antiemetics just to be on the safe side.

 

[Meant2Die]

did you get antiemetics? seems to be some controversy with this dmso method. some say it still causes nausea and some say it doesn't. I'm going to get antiemetics just to be on the safe side.

Yea the meto. I don't know what the SN +DMSO method is, but I am not really interested bc its not in any of the dying handbooks I've looked through.

 

[Seine12]

Sorry if this isn't really the correct thread for my input, but I just wanted to say that I tried the SN + DMSO (15g SN + 100 mL DMSO; I'm 18, male, and 150 lbs) earlier during May and it was highly successful.

I definitely felt nauseous immediately after drinking the SN + DMSO cocktail because it tasted and smelled disgusting. It felt pretty gross in my stomach too, but the nausea only became seriously uncomfortable after about 15-20 minutes. After that, it was bad enough that I couldn't really focus on doing anything other than just rocking back and forth in my bed, passing time until I would pass out. I got up and vomited at about 35-45 minutes after drinking the cocktail, which made me feel way more comfortable, but then I just stood there and passed out in my vomit a couple minutes after.

I ended up getting rescued because someone randomly entered my room probably around 20-30 minutes after I passed out. I'm better now and don't necessarily want to CTB, but I thought people would benefit from this info.

Good luck, I hope you do whatever brings you peace.

 

[mediocre]

Sorry if this isn't really the correct thread for my input, but I just wanted to say that I tried the SN + DMSO (15g SN + 100 mL DMSO; I'm 18, male, and 150 lbs) earlier during May and it was highly successful.

I definitely felt nauseous immediately after drinking the SN + DMSO cocktail because it tasted and smelled disgusting. It felt pretty gross in my stomach too, but the nausea only became seriously uncomfortable after about 15-20 minutes. After that, it was bad enough that I couldn't really focus on doing anything other than just rocking back and forth in my bed, passing time until I would pass out. I got up and vomited at about 35-45 minutes after drinking the cocktail, which made me feel way more comfortable, but then I just stood there and passed out in my vomit a couple minutes after.

I ended up getting rescued because someone randomly entered my room probably around 20-30 minutes after I passed out. I'm better now and don't necessarily want to CTB, but I thought people would benefit from this info.

Good luck, I hope you do whatever brings you peace.

You didn't take anti emetics? What is DSMO? It sounds like it was a horrible experience sorry you went though that.

 

[Seine12]

You didn't take anti emetics? What is DSMO? It sounds like it was a horrible experience sorry you went though that.

DMSO method: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/dmso-dimethyl-sulfoxide.10427/

I didn't take any antiemitics. I actually chose the DMSO method because I only figured out how to buy the antiemitics after I already purchased the DMSO haha. For the record though, it seems to be a relatively untested method, and if you want to be absolutely sure, using the SN + antiemitics method would be best. If I were less hasty, I definitely would've used antiemitics instead of DMSO.

It wasn't a totally horrible experience. You only really feel bad nausea for probably the last 15 minutes of the experience before you pass out. And honestly, you get to end on a good note once you vomit, because you start feeling way less nauseous.

Thanks for the sympathy :) I love how uplifting the community here is. I hope that you have success in whatever you end up pursuing!

 

[mediocre]

DMSO method: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/dmso-dimethyl-sulfoxide.10427/

I didn't take any antiemitics. I actually chose the DMSO method because I only figured out how to buy the antiemitics after I already purchased the DMSO haha. For the record though, it seems to be a relatively untested method, and if you want to be absolutely sure, using the SN + antiemitics method would be best. If I were less hasty, I definitely would've used antiemitics instead of DMSO.

It wasn't a totally horrible experience. You only really feel bad nausea for probably the last 15 minutes of the experience before you pass out. And honestly, you get to end on a good note once you vomit, because you start feeling way less nauseous.

Thanks for the sympathy :) I love how uplifting the community here is. I hope that you have success in whatever you end up pursuing!

Oh I see. I'd never heard of the DSMO method. Thanks for the link.

Were you hospitalised? Did you have any king term health issues afterward? How are you now? Sorry if these are personal questions.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

ok better safe than sorry. I bought some Primperan (meto). I have been advised some people get sick from the DMSO and some don't so I have decided to buy the antiemetic first so I can assure myself I wont throw up and ruin my chance of ctb'ing. so I have to wait for it in the mail. hopefully it comes soon.

I wish you the best... hopefully it won't take long for the metos to arrive.

 

[Seine12]

Oh I see. I'd never heard of the DSMO method. Thanks for the link.

Were you hospitalised? Did you have any king term health issues afterward? How are you now? Sorry if these are personal questions.

Don't worry about it, I'm totally open to those questions. I had no negative side effects from the experience. For the first hour - 2 hours after waking up in the ER, I had ringing in my ears and couldn't hear well at all, but I wasn't uncomfortable and didn't feel cold, despite my skin being purple and quite cold to the touch, due to the effects of methemoglobinemia. I recovered quite quickly though, and I was back to normal within a couple hours of me arriving in the ER.

Six months later, I don't have any health issues. It was somewhat anticlimactic actually, waking up from the attempt with no health issues or anything to really commemorate the moment. It's almost like it didn't even happen haha

 

[mediocre]

Don't worry about it, I'm totally open to those questions. I had no negative side effects from the experience. For the first hour - 2 hours after waking up in the ER, I had ringing in my ears and couldn't hear well at all, but I wasn't uncomfortable and didn't feel cold, despite my skin being purple and quite cold to the touch, due to the effects of methemoglobinemia. I recovered quite quickly though, and I was back to normal within a couple hours of me arriving in the ER.

Six months later, I don't have any health issues. It was somewhat anticlimactic actually, waking up from the attempt with no health issues or anything to really commemorate the moment. It's almost like it didn't even happen haha

A couple of hours is a very quick recovery time! even your skin returned to normal quickly?

glad to hear you're ok now. Your experience still sounds quite scary to me even though you say it was quite anti-climatic. I would be in hysterics if I woke up in hospital.

 

[Wayfaerer]

So long! I've always enjoyed reading your posts. I hope it all goes according to plan for you.

 

[TAW122]

You will be missed @bigj75 and I hope you have found peace.