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bananaolympus

bananaolympus

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Dec 12, 2024
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Hoping your eternal rest to be peaceful
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
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Wishing you the best and a peaceful journey. :heart::hug::heart::hug::heart:
 
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nobodycaresaboutme

nobodycaresaboutme

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Jun 30, 2025
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I hope your transition is peaceful. So sorry your life failed you. No need to suffer anymore 🫂
 
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SadCryingBunny

SadCryingBunny

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Yeah completely airtight masks are a bit better because it will constantly renew the pure nitrogen in the mask around your nose and mouth and you can efficiently exhale co2, and you can also hyperventilate to make your self pass out even faster, exit bags take a bit longer to add new gas (I'm not saying it won't work but it's best to use a completely airtight mask on your face.)
Can I just use sleeping pills to help me fall asleep instead of hyperventilating. I don't want any feeling of discomfort/minor pain from the dizziness. I also have a nitrogen tank in my room, waiting for the fill connectors to arrive so I can connect it to the transfer fill whip adapter as I plan on moving the gas inside a 3L scuba tank so I can directly connect the first stage into the valve and so the tank is smaller and more portable for my ctb location. I will find a far away place hundreds of km in the bushes as I'm afraid of an autopsy when I'm freshly deceased. Different phone and sim will be used so I can't be tracked when scouting the location and traveling there. Will likely be found months later maybe longer or never.
 

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enjoytheride

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Jun 29, 2025
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I am very sorry that you have set your mind on CTB. What has led you to this is certainly unbearable and nobody should have to suffer this way.

If you have the time and will, please have a look at this e-book before taking any irreversible action: https://qprinstitute.com/pdfs/Forever_Decision.pdf

It could be that it helps in some way, I hope.

Whatever your decision is, I send love to you.
 
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xiaoxiongmao

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Jun 29, 2025
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I am very sorry that you have set your mind on CTB. What has led you to this is certainly unbearable and nobody should have to suffer this way.

If you have the time and will, please have a look at this e-book before taking any irreversible action: https://qprinstitute.com/pdfs/Forever_Decision.pdf

It could be that it helps in some way, I hope.

Whatever your decision is, I send love to you.
There are many irreversible actions/decisions in life beyond the decision to end one's life.
In fact, it's a compilation of all the prior irreversible events that lead one to the final decision. So in some sense, the decision to leave has already been made.
 
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