Venting Farewell Buddies ~ Love you to the Moon and back ~ This is Adieu

[aeri]

Hii
I haven't posted a lot here but i read a lot. I found a home, here. I found people thinking like i do. Today is, normally, if i don't get scared again, my last day. I'll take my SN. I'm feeling a bit nervous, but relaxed. I hope i'll find the peace i deserve. I feel a bit guilty, doing that. This is not the life i wanted. I can't change. I hope i'll live a better life, next
Farewell, may yall find peace in all choice you make. Bless you

 

[Deleted member 1465]

I'm really sorry its come to this for you. I don't know your story but I can understand the feeling of despair as it dogs me every day. If this is your choice then I respect that. Of course, if you change your mind and if you can manage to continue, then you are very welcome to share. But I truly hope you do find peace or relief in whatever you decide.

 

[faust]

Hello, you said a very wise thing: "I hope i'll find the peace i deserve". We all deserve peace in this or the next life. I am sorry life pushed you to the spot where you are now. However, I think you will find what you are looking for! Wish you a safe and peaceful departure!

 

[aeri]

Thank you for the love !

Idk if it's allowed, but i kinda want to leave a trace of who i am



That was my soul, ya knoow i am this kind of cliché artist, tortured by her art... Music was my reason to live, but i failed everything. There's no hope-

 

[randomz]

Are you absolutely calm and sure about that? From your words It doesn't seem that way. I am sorry for what you are going through, as I feel the same way you described. Please think about your decision again. There is always time and room to make a change.

 

[faust]

Thank you for the love !

Idk if it's allowed, but i kinda want to leave a trace of who i am



That was my soul, ya knoow i am this kind of cliché artist, tortured by her art... Music was my reason to live, but i failed everything. There's no hope-

Great, I like such a music! It actually reminded me of mine. I uploaded it just as an experiment to see what happens. But if you wish, you can listen

 

[MsMaudlin]

Hii
I haven't posted a lot here but i read a lot. I found a home, here. I found people thinking like i do. Today is, normally, if i don't get scared again, my last day. I'll take my SN. I'm feeling a bit nervous, but relaxed. I hope i'll find the peace i deserve. I feel a bit guilty, doing that. This is not the life i wanted. I can't change. I hope i'll live a better life, next
Farewell, may yall find peace in all choice you make. Bless you

(((((((Surrounding you with love, light and strength for a peaceful journey)))))))

❤

 

[charlottewilts]

please, please reconsider if you're not sure. you'll still have the SN available if you ever need it. are you sure you don't want to stay around for at least a bit more, maybe talking here about what's bothering you and why you want to do this might help..? is this a rash decision, are you sure there's nothing that could be done?

thank you for sharing the music. it's really beautiful. the PMMM movie was wonderful. there's the Magia Record spin-off anime that's still airing, have you seen it?
i'm really sorry, i wanted to say hello earlier because i love your profile picture, Professor Layton is my favourite video game franchise and PLvsAA might very well be my favourite in the series. do you prefer the Professor Layton or Ace Attorney games? i really hope you're okay right now...

 

[S1mpleme]

Hii
I haven't posted a lot here but i read a lot. I found a home, here. I found people thinking like i do. Today is, normally, if i don't get scared again, my last day. I'll take my SN. I'm feeling a bit nervous, but relaxed. I hope i'll find the peace i deserve. I feel a bit guilty, doing that. This is not the life i wanted. I can't change. I hope i'll live a better life, next
Farewell, may yall find peace in all choice you make. Bless you

We are all in the same boat named life and I believe this is not the end of everything, I really want to find out what is after death and if there is a place, I'll meet you there.

 

[Throwmyselfaway]

Wishing you a peaceful journey (((hugs)))

 

[enjoy]

wishing you peace. please don't do this if you aren't 100% committed. like you said, you have a home here. we love you.

 

[No capacity]

Wishing you the absolute best and hope you find the peace you deserve.

 

[HorribleFeelings1]

Hii
I haven't posted a lot here but i read a lot. I found a home, here. I found people thinking like i do. Today is, normally, if i don't get scared again, my last day. I'll take my SN. I'm feeling a bit nervous, but relaxed. I hope i'll find the peace i deserve. I feel a bit guilty, doing that. This is not the life i wanted. I can't change. I hope i'll live a better life, next
Farewell, may yall find peace in all choice you make. Bless you

Luckyyyy, ugh I'm waiting for my CTB date in like one month and a half. Wish time can go faster and I can just do it

 

[Skyview]

Thank you for the love !

Idk if it's allowed, but i kinda want to leave a trace of who i am



That was my soul, ya knoow i am this kind of cliché artist, tortured by her art... Music was my reason to live, but i failed everything. There's no hope-

Loved your music Lycoris , I often have chillstep and sometimes some Dub playing in the background as I go about my day . Sad that you are thinking of leaving , whatever you decide I wish nothing but the best for you . Take care L ,

 

[Dead beat dad]

Farewell brother. I hope you find peace.
DBD

 

[aeri]

Thank yall, you are all so soft...
Idk what to do, honestly. Guess SI kicks me. My sn is ready. Everything is ready, except me. I don't know what to do... I just should die, i'm just a hopeless useless girl- but i keep trying to live even though i just cant... I'm just so scared

 

[overandout]

Thank yall, you are all so soft...
Idk what to do, honestly. Guess SI kicks me. My sn is ready. Everything is ready, except me. I don't know what to do... I just should die, i'm just a hopeless useless girl- but i keep trying to live even though i just cant... I'm just so scared

There's no rush, if you don't feel ready wait. It's ok to be afraid. SI sucks but if you are not ready then just wait until you feel comfortable with your decision.

 

[ClonesAnnoyMe]

There's really no rush, think about this thoroughly. It sounds like you don't want to kill yourself and that's good, I'm not doubting that you're serious but I know you have resistance inside of you and im not talking SI

If you don't mind me asking why are you planning to ctb?

 

[UpandDownPrincess]

Thank yall, you are all so soft...
Idk what to do, honestly. Guess SI kicks me. My sn is ready. Everything is ready, except me. I don't know what to do... I just should die, i'm just a hopeless useless girl- but i keep trying to live even though i just cant... I'm just so scared

If you are feeling this conflicted, it's likely not time.

It's perfectly okay to take a step back and give it another think.

We're here for you, and want you to be sure. In the meantime, feel free to talk to us. We're great listeners.

 

[AllorNothing]

Thank yall, you are all so soft...
Idk what to do, honestly. Guess SI kicks me. My sn is ready. Everything is ready, except me. I don't know what to do... I just should die, i'm just a hopeless useless girl- but i keep trying to live even though i just cant... I'm just so scared

Hey now, you're not useless or hopeless,. You may feel that way, but don't believe for one second that is true.

The words of the strangers in this forum are just one endless source of hope that you can draw from. And like you said, you're a tortured artist, the pain you feel can become a source from which your artist talent is realized.

SI is a subconscious desire to keep avoid death. If you are having doubts, it's not because you're weak or can't do it, it's because you still have a CONSCIOUS desire to continue. So continue...death will always be there when and if you're ever ready.

 

[reapandsow918]

Rest easy

 

[Soul]

@Lycoris, I'm sorry life hasn't been a better fit. If you're not ready to exit yet, that's okay - there's no rush, right? Your ingredients will still be there for you whenever. Take your time, be gentle with yourself, think things through. Whatever choices you make going forward, I wish you positive outcomes. x

 

[AllorNothing]

@Lycoris All the best to you

 

[Iloveyouall]

Thank yall, you are all so soft...
Idk what to do, honestly. Guess SI kicks me. My sn is ready. Everything is ready, except me. I don't know what to do... I just should die, i'm just a hopeless useless girl- but i keep trying to live even though i just cant... I'm just so scared

T'es pas inutile, c'était une très jolie mélodie. J'espère que tu es encore avec nous, sinon bon voyage.

 

[rntmss]

If you're still here, we love you. You don't have to go unless you're sure of it. Only you can make that decision.

 

[HelensNepenthe]

I saw you reply to another thread just a few minutes ago. Are you doing okay?

 

[aeri]

I saw you reply to another thread just a few minutes ago. Are you doing okay?

Yeah i am... Unfortunately lmao

 

[Deleted member 1465]

I'm glad you are okay.

 

[LastRide]

If you have SI, you're probably not ready....so lean back and wait, spend some time with us here, see how you'll feel in the next weeks....don't EVER be ashamed to admit you're not ready, we've all gone through this, we know the feeling....

 

[LostAllHope7651]

Thank yall, you are all so soft...
Idk what to do, honestly. Guess SI kicks me. My sn is ready. Everything is ready, except me. I don't know what to do... I just should die, i'm just a hopeless useless girl- but i keep trying to live even though i just cant... I'm just so scared

This really tougher a heart string with me as this is exactly how I feel... hard to stay but scared to let go xxx
If you need to talk an also a girl who feels the same xxxxx