paroxysm
I Felt Nothing
- Sep 17, 2023
- 117
i keep fantasizing about my death. i can't help but imagine myself putting a shotgun in my mouth and blowing my head off. i really wish i could CTB soon but for now i am waiting it's not my time yet.
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Worndown
Angelic
- Mar 21, 2019
- 4,225
That is common. I had a bunch of dreams about hanging myself or getting hanged. Some thoughts get more attention.
DeathSleep
Unstable Potato
- May 25, 2023
- 282
Me too. For me it's either a gun shot to the head or a fent OD mostly. Sometimes drowning or hanging. I'm still working on my method. Just depends what I can get my hands on.
Seered Doom
A nihilist going through an unrelinquished Hell
- Sep 9, 2023
- 992
When I have dreams and fantasies about mine, it's either OD, jumping off a jetbridge, running into highway traffic (or any traffic) where someone who hated me actually gave the final runover, a bullet to the brain, drinking a poisonous concoction of my own design, or shocking myself in the bathtub.
Kempel556
Luce sicut stellae
- Sep 26, 2023
- 128
Whenever I fantasize about CTB its usually shooting myself in the head or OD, and hanging sometimes
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 48,344
It's really understandable just wishing to be gone as in my case the thought of being permanently free from this existence is all that's appealing, I wish you the best.Similar threads
