Venting Fancying a fellow suicidal person.....And hospital fears

[LittleJem]

We are both in hospital at the moment. He has made about four or five unsuccessful attempts. I really like him. Not sure if he feels that way. I want to put make up on to go and see him today, but then that's really obvious that I like him. I'm also worried, because there's no way we can be good for each other. He is 9/10 suicidal and about to be sectioned. I'm currently at 7, because the meds are helping a bit, but they have pooped out before.

I'm also scared I will be put into a care home and trapped in this torturous life. About to have an assessment of my life skills, and I ain't got none.

Am also nervous to go and see him, because so agitated.

Aargh. Fuck. A living nightmare.

 

[SASU-KE]

I would say don't.Nothing but heartbreak will ensue.

 

[eggsausagerice]

you'll hurt each other even if neither of you die. i'd be worried about him killing himself or not being able to be around him because one of you will make his mental health worse. if you care about him it's best to leave him be.

 

[moon_]

You can always just like him, and stay at that. (And I don't think putting on makeup will give you away.)
It's nice to have a crush, even if it's one sided.

 

[LittleJem]

He did offer to wax my legs :) I think it is gonna be a short crush, then we won't findveach other again. My dream this AM meanly said my room is going to be like my hamster cage, and the fact I am basically a vegetable when these meds kick our, vegetables can't date.

I managed to veet my legs, while discussing with my bank giving Power of Attorney to my dad. Devastating.

Me and tbis man, we discussed nice things, then moved to ctb methods. He is a drinker and smokes white. To ctb would be a kindness for both of us....but it wasn't all we talked about.

Thank you all for your comments

 

[ilovenewyork]

I say take a shot. Get a little moment of happiness for yourselves. Might be what you're missing, what you really need