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Oeoe3
Aaaahhh
- Aug 21, 2024
- 17
Failing an attempt is so draining. I don't even have the words to describe it but everytime, every single time I find that I lived through it, it feels like I've been brutally killed and that I have to continue to put up with living like a walking corpse. Even when the smallest and rarest moments where I actually yearned for help I look around just to see blind people surrounding me in my quiet death, where I'd have no voice to yell and no one who could see me. I think, the worst part of it all is that in the face of failing death I actually feel alive for once since being brought to this world. I don't know what to do, I'm scared.
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