Venting Failure each time

[Oeoe3]

Failing an attempt is so draining. I don't even have the words to describe it but everytime, every single time I find that I lived through it, it feels like I've been brutally killed and that I have to continue to put up with living like a walking corpse. Even when the smallest and rarest moments where I actually yearned for help I look around just to see blind people surrounding me in my quiet death, where I'd have no voice to yell and no one who could see me. I think, the worst part of it all is that in the face of failing death I actually feel alive for once since being brought to this world. I don't know what to do, I'm scared.

 

[nihilistic_dragon]

Something I learned pretty early in life and that can be applied to anything really -

Try. Fail. Try again. Fail better.

If you are really set on doing it, troubleshoot your method. Think of why it failed. Wishing you peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

I imagine that must be dreadful, trying to die going wrong is what I'd personally fear. But anyway I wish you all the best.