why am i alive?
Look where i ended
- Oct 18, 2023
- 105
I have tried more than I can count. And I did so much research. Yet I am still alive. Nothing works. I'm so frustrated. Why can't I just take a pill which will kills me immediately
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Sorry for your frustration. This shit is hard. What did you try may I ask?
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 48,200
That must be really awful, I find it so hellish how people cannot just have the option to easily die in peace, it's extreme unacceptable cruelty how suicide is this difficult, I understand why you'd feel so frustrated. I just wish for a painless suicide pill as well, to be able to just peacefully die would be such a relief for me, I get that it's so torturous and dreadful feeling trapped here.
drearysunrise
Member
- Feb 3, 2024
- 44
I'm sorry. It's so frustrating that we can do all of the research in the world and still have no guaranteed, accessible, and peaceful methods. Society makes it so hard for those who are suffering to find relief
why am i alive?
Look where i ended
- Oct 18, 2023
- 105
Full suspension tonight and multiple times before. Partial suspension and SWB
why am i alive?
Look where i ended
- Oct 18, 2023
- 105
Sorry it didnt work out. Were you found? Ive failed to CTB once before and i know it sucks
Justnotme
I want to hang myself
- Mar 7, 2022
- 633
Did your self-preservation instinct work?
Or did you start to suffocate and it was painful?
:(
ADBoy777
Student
- May 16, 2024
- 183
I'm sorry you went through this. I hate that it's really challenging to end life. They keep telling us about free decision all over the world but when it comes to the most simple decision about the will to live they make it so hard.
I hope you will find a method which works fine and non painful. May you find peace
why am i alive?
Look where i ended
- Oct 18, 2023
- 105
Some of them yes, the last one no. I was still breathing and my head was feeling like it's gonna burst. Then SI kicked in
why am i alive?
Look where i ended
- Oct 18, 2023
- 105
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