FAILED Nitrogen Attempting charcoal

[SadCryingBunny]

After spending hundreds of dollars on a Nitrogen setup. I've tried breathing it in through my full face scuba mask to pass out and the feeling is very, very unpleasant. I feel like I am suffocating and my head is going numb and the transition to unconsciousness is very unpleasent, almost painful in the sense like hanging. It's difficult. Also the thought of having something on my face is claustrophobic. My only option now is Charcoal via carbon monoxide poisoning. I've tried burning a few charcoals in a grill before and put them in a small toilet room and sealed the door entry with folded towels to see if it really works as a test run. I had a ppm measurer and the levels rised to 800ppm very rapidly in minutes with just 3 charcoals in the grill not even properly burning. I started to feel like im going to pass out. So I am certain with more charcoals burning in a chimney starter in a small sealed tent with plastic sheets and duct tape, given more time, levels would eventually rise to 3000 give or take or more and and I can die. I don't want it to reach to 10000 as that's scary. I want a natural death as close be if that makes sense. I am very scared. I've got sleeping pills and will place the charcoal in a large raised box so I don't accidentally knock it over when I am unconscious. I will start it outside and once the smoke clears I'll bring it in the tent, then enter in 5 minutes later, fall asleep with a pillow and blanket and hopefully be dead in an hour. I would've taken sleeping pills 30 minutes prior. Anybody have any suggestions ? I've heard of the story of the 25 year old British woman on here who attempted it and successfully passed. I need something to work please God.

 

[itsgone2]

? I've heard of the story of the 25 year old British woman on here who attempted it and successfully passed.

I wish I could find that again. Only thing i can say is she went through a number of tents. The specifics would be important.

Why not stick with the room?

 

[Pale_Rider]

Peace be with you.

 

[SadCryingBunny]

I wish I could find that again. Only thing i can say is she went through a number of tents. The specifics would be important.

Why not stick with the room?

I will completely seal the tent with waterproof cover and duct tape. Will that work

 

[Dejected 55]

The higher the CO ppm the better... and also, taking sleeping pills will hinder things because once you pass out, you breathe less... so it means you will be alive longer and more time for it to fail or to have someone interrupt you. It's better, from what other people have posted, to be in there fully awake and taking deep breaths until you pass out from inhaling the CO rather than passing out prematurely due to sleeping pills. That's what previous accounts have indicated.

 

[SadCryingBunny]

The higher the CO ppm the better... and also, taking sleeping pills will hinder things because once you pass out, you breathe less... so it means you will be alive longer and more time for it to fail or to have someone interrupt you. It's better, from what other people have posted, to be in there fully awake and taking deep breaths until you pass out from inhaling the CO rather than passing out prematurely due to sleeping pills. That's what previous accounts have indicated.

I can't do it while conscious, im scared and I can't tolerate any unnatural passing out. I will be doing it in a tent so impossible to be saved. If takes a bit longer to die, how much? I will be burning like 7 or as many charcoal bars that fit in the pot after igniting them with the chimney. Man I just want to die

 

[Dejected 55]

The way death-by-CO works is... your body takes in CO and it bonds with your blood, preventing oxygen from being useful. The more CO you breathe in, the more it works... but breathing is extremely shallow when you are unconscious or asleep. People have reported that taking sleeping pills making them go to sleep in the beginning meant they slept a long time and woke up still alive. You can read accounts online of this.

It works much better, as others have reported, if you are fully conscious and breathing in a lot of CO in the beginning before you go unconscious.

You probably need to read some more. I know from experience with my method recently that a failed attempt due to something I could have known beforehand just really left me feeling worse than before I tried.

 

[SadCryingBunny]

The way death-by-CO works is... your body takes in CO and it bonds with your blood, preventing oxygen from being useful. The more CO you breathe in, the more it works... but breathing is extremely shallow when you are unconscious or asleep. People have reported that taking sleeping pills making them go to sleep in the beginning meant they slept a long time and woke up still alive. You can read accounts online of this.

It works much better, as others have reported, if you are fully conscious and breathing in a lot of CO in the beginning before you go unconscious.

You probably need to read some more. I know from experience with my method recently that a failed attempt due to something I could have known beforehand just really left me feeling worse than before I tried.

But wouldn't me sleeping for hours be guaranteed death like im still inhaling the co. Why would I need to be awake. Passing out unnaturally doesn't feel good compared to just going to sleep

 

[Dejected 55]

But wouldn't me sleeping for hours be guaranteed death like im still inhaling the co. Why would I need to be awake. Passing out unnaturally doesn't feel good compared to just going to sleep

When you are unconscious you are barely breathing, your body doesn't need as much oxygen to survive... so you'll be taking in less CO and the process will take a lot longer. It isn't uncommon for people to have slept in a closed room with charcoal and wake up hours later, like 5-10 hours later and still be alive. Maybe a little woozy or nauseous, but still alive and the charcoal having long stopped giving off CO and if there wasn't enough in there to take you out during that extended time you could find the whole thing to be a waste of time and emotion.

I don't want to be a negative downer here... but these things are trickier than they seem on paper. It's really not easy to take yourself out, and failing kind of makes things feel worse. Definitely did for me. Not saying what you're considering can't work at all... just saying you're kind of making it less likely to work by some of the choices. Much better to go in fully awake and take lots of deep breaths. People say it is like drifting off to sleep if you do it right.

 

[SadCryingBunny]

When you are unconscious you are barely breathing, your body doesn't need as much oxygen to survive... so you'll be taking in less CO and the process will take a lot longer. It isn't uncommon for people to have slept in a closed room with charcoal and wake up hours later, like 5-10 hours later and still be alive. Maybe a little woozy or nauseous, but still alive and the charcoal having long stopped giving off CO and if there wasn't enough in there to take you out during that extended time you could find the whole thing to be a waste of time and emotion.

I don't want to be a negative downer here... but these things are trickier than they seem on paper. It's really not easy to take yourself out, and failing kind of makes things feel worse. Definitely did for me. Not saying what you're considering can't work at all... just saying you're kind of making it less likely to work by some of the choices. Much better to go in fully awake and take lots of deep breaths. People say it is like drifting off to sleep if you do it right.

So if I drift ooff to sleep by taking breaths say in 1000ppm room and then it continues to rise to 3000pm in the next hour, will that kill me? I will go in the tent when im already drowsy from the sleeping pills

 

[itsgone2]

I will completely seal the tent with waterproof cover and duct tape. Will that work

Maybe. As @Dejected 55 is saying there's just some variables here. I wish I could find that thread again but also yes shallow breathing might work but more of a gamble.
I think co is the ideal method except there's just a lot to account for. At least from failured reports.