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bringerofdestrution
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- Aug 10, 2024
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I failed my CBT attempt on Saturday night and now am feeling like even more of a failure.
I had attempted to OD on propranolol, zopiclone and co-cocodomol all washed down with vodka but my partner managed to get to me in time to get me to a hospital. Now I'm feeling like an absolute failure. My family and partner feel like they failed me, but in reality I just feel like a failure for failing. Has anybody else experienced this?
I still want to CTB but now am being watched over like a hawk and have pretty much had my access to meds cut off because of the attempt. I've looked at the night-night method but can't find my sweet spot which is why I went with the tablets. I'm just so infuriated as I don't know when I'll be able to attempt again, or how I'll be able to do it. Has anybody else gone through this?
I had attempted to OD on propranolol, zopiclone and co-cocodomol all washed down with vodka but my partner managed to get to me in time to get me to a hospital. Now I'm feeling like an absolute failure. My family and partner feel like they failed me, but in reality I just feel like a failure for failing. Has anybody else experienced this?
I still want to CTB but now am being watched over like a hawk and have pretty much had my access to meds cut off because of the attempt. I've looked at the night-night method but can't find my sweet spot which is why I went with the tablets. I'm just so infuriated as I don't know when I'll be able to attempt again, or how I'll be able to do it. Has anybody else gone through this?