Failure

[bFre3]

Attempted Partial yesterday. Failed. I was so sure that I would be able to go.

I'm not too sure what even happened. One moment I'm kneeled over, next moment I holding onto the bathroom sink wheezing. My memory of what happened in between is completely gone.

I'm still alive for now. I feel bad.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Don't be too hard to yourself and welcome back!

 

[FuneralCry]

It's so cruel and dreadful to me how people have to suffer so much in trying to leave this existence, I really wish that suicide is straightforward. But anyway best wishes.