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jupiterdeadstar

jupiterdeadstar

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May 8, 2026
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Last Thursday I went to the cliffs in my city, which are about 300m (984ft) high according to geographical studies. I spent a while looking down, and unfortunately, there was a garbage dump (literally it would be like throwing myself into the trash... lol).

But two men in a nearby house saw me. I don't know if they shouted anything at me or not; I couldn't hear because I was staring at the ground. I almost did it, but I changed my mind because people were watching me.

I stayed around the area for a bit until I saw a police car arrive with four officers inside. They didn't have the sirens or lights on. I remember that the only female officer looked at me. Before they parked, I walked away from the place; they didn't follow me or anything. There were no news reports or anything indicating that they called about my case, but I still got a little scared and I don't want to go back there. I've been thinking of trying other methods since, in a previous situation, there were also people watching me (they didn't call the police).
 
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