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mrnadim

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I took this cocktail last month at 18.
300 pill of 25 mg tryptizol ( amitriptyline ) about 7.5 grams.
120 pill of lorazepam 2mg =240mg
60 pill of xanax 0.5mg = 30 mg
20 pill of valium 10 mg = 200mg
I added 100 pill of propranolol (beta blocker) of 40 mg = 4g
I crushed all the pills , added them to my strawberry cocktail , came in front of my mirror , drinked the cocktail , laughed and went to bed listening to my favorit song .
What happened , i live with my dad and usually he knows when i sleep am like a bear , so i never get disturbed , some times i stay in bed for 4-5 days . But this time it was diffrent , i took the cocktail arround 2 pm i remember i stayed awake for 10 mins , arround 1 am my dad heard noisy sounds , it was my cat having birth and that was the first time i had been disturbed since along time in my sleep... i was breathing slowly , my lips had purpule color .he called the ambulance , i was in a coma for 4 days woke up the fifth and i got out of hospital at 29 , so what i learned ,number one rule for this method i should take a room in some hotel for 3 and more days , thats sucks if u die in an early time ur corp will smell ... but thats the safer way to do it .
I wont try this method again plus i cant get over the taste of that cocktail ( it sucks bery badely)
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Do you think that you would die, if you where not taken to hospital?
 
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Alan James

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How painful is this method? What were the sensations? Vomiting was not?
 
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mrnadim

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Do you think that you would die, if you where not taken to hospital?
Well i guess so , the doctor said it was only a 30% chance that il live since they took time to know what i took !
How painful is this method? What were the sensations? Vomiting was not?
Its not painfull at all , i felt nothing but its a quick method so u should not take it if ur not ready in bed ects , after i woke i had pain in most body parts cz when i woke i was very agrassive and i destroyed everything arround me , i dnt remember anything thats what they told me , there was one side effect whenever i sneeze i felt pain in the nerves in my head now its gone am in great conditions whitout anyside effect and for vomiting i took pimperan witch prevents it
 
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Mojorisin80

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After how many hours you were discovered and taken to the hospital?
Never mind i just re-read your post...
 
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I forgot to mention that i have heart problems , and i have done an open heart surgury when i was 17 ( i was born with a closed valve) , there is a drug called sintrom his role is to smoothen the blood , i stoped taken this drug 3 years after operation till now and its been alot , the point is i have a weak heart and a weak breath , i smoke alote ( 2-3 packs a day) and yet this cocktail failed to give me peace !
 
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Donewith_

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I took this cocktail last month at 18.
300 pill of 25 mg tryptizol ( amitriptyline ) about 7.5 grams.
120 pill of lorazepam 2mg =240mg
60 pill of xanax 0.5mg = 30 mg
20 pill of valium 10 mg = 200mg
I added 100 pill of propranolol (beta blocker) of 40 mg = 4g
I crushed all the pills , added them to my strawberry cocktail , came in front of my mirror , drinked the cocktail , laughed and went to bed listening to my favorit song .
What happened , i live with my dad and usually he knows when i sleep am like a bear , so i never get disturbed , some times i stay in bed for 4-5 days . But this time it was diffrent , i took the cocktail arround 2 pm i remember i stayed awake for 10 mins , arround 1 am my dad heard noisy sounds , it was my cat having birth and that was the first time i had been disturbed since along time in my sleep... i was breathing slowly , my lips had purpule color .he called the ambulance , i was in a coma for 4 days woke up the fifth and i got out of hospital at 29 , so what i learned ,number one rule for this method i should take a room in some hotel for 3 and more days , thats sucks if u die in an early time ur corp will smell ... but thats the safer way to do it .
I wont try this method again plus i cant get over the taste of that cocktail ( it sucks bery badely)
I am
Thinking for going to the exit bag method with helium , is there any survivor from the bag method who can tell if it felt bad or painless?

you did not add Tagamet which is why it acted slowly i think .. why didn't you use it? it speeds up the process significantly.
would be better to take a room.. but it gets done in 12-24 hours.. 1 day at max.
you were found after 11 hours and have you had any long lasting damage?
what is your weight if i may ask
how did it feel?
 
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Mojorisin80

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Where did you get all that benzo from?
 
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mrnadim

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you did not add Tagamet which is why it acted slowly i think .. why didn't you use it? it speeds up the process significantly.
would be better to take a room.. but it gets done in 12-24 hours.. 1 day at max.
you were found after 11 hours and have you had any long lasting damage?
what is your weight if i may ask
how did it feel?
I dont have tagamet in my country .. before being hospitalized i was 83 kg now am 68kg, i realy didnt feel anything nothing came to my my mind like maybe it wont be a human death .i wasnt scared i was neutralized.. I just took it and felt a sleep , and after i woke up i didnt remeber anything until they told me what i did .
 
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I dont have tagamet in my country .. before being hospitalized i was 83 kg now am 68kg, i realy didnt feel anything nothing came to my my mind like maybe it wont be a human death .i wasnt scared i was neutralized.. I just took it and felt a sleep , and after i woke up i didnt remeber anything until they told me what i did .

i see.. thanks for sharing your experience.
its a bit scary to know it didn't work on you , you had heart problem. but i think its coz it acted slowly.
i too will have 12 hours at max.
 
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mrnadim

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Where did you get all that benzo from?
I lied ... took prescriptions from doctors , convinced the drug stores that am traveling and i need it all , cz usually they sell it monthly even if u have over 2 month prescribed drug .i bought each drug from a diffrent drug store and of caurse each prescription from a diffrent doctor , it wasnt that easy but i managed to get all my things in 3 days cz i hade the motive to hurry up .. if i remeber the whole thing costed about 150$
 
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You said you crushed all the pills and added to strawberry cocktail, (sorry if stupid here) does that mean you took everything at once? When did you take the meto?
 
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spanishguy22

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Hey man I wonder how long it took since you went unconscious until the doctors started treating you? You were so close wow, you don't want to do it again but it seemed very effective right?
 
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mrnadim

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You said you crushed all the pills and added to strawberry cocktail, (sorry if stupid here) does that mean you took everything at once? When did you take the meto?
Yes i took everything at once i added them to a half litter of strawberry and banana cocktail , but i stareted taking pimperan for vometing 2 days before and 2 last pill 1 hour before i drinked the coc
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Hey man I wonder how long it took since you went unconscious until the doctors started treating you? You were so close wow, you don't want to do it again but it seemed very effective right?
after i drinked the cocktail i realy dont remeber the exact time but it didnt take so long i remember i finished listing to a song (7 mins)and after that i didnt even remeber that i felt sleepy! So i guess 10 -15 mins max
 
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I wish we had more info on this amitryptiline method. It feels real.
If you are gonna try gas you need a partner. First you drug yourself to sleep, then the other person pulls on exit bag , opens the valve and leaves.
 
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mrnadim

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I wish we had more info on this amitryptiline method. It feels real.
If you are gonna try gas you need a partner. First you drug yourself to sleep, then the other person pulls on exit bag , opens the valve and leaves.
Well we have everything on the amitriptyline and its the preferable way , my mistake i was found because of a cat ! For the exit bag u dont need a partner , for me am able to do it but i wana make sure its 100% without anyside effect if it failed u never know what happens!
 
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Clem

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I wont try this method again plus i cant get over the taste of that cocktail ( it sucks bery badely)
This is why it is important to crush the ami tablets and repackage them in gelatin capsules. No foul taste that way.

And yes, if you had added cimetidine to the cocktail you wouldn't have survived. Dead within 10 hours guaranteed.

btw, interesting article recently about a man who murdered/assisted his wife recently with an ami overdose. Basically her breathing slowed and slowed until it eventually stopped. If you can't get N this is probably the next best method.

https://newsok.com/article/5625894/edmond-man-arrested-in-wifes-overdose-death
 
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I got the meds ready, but I prefer to wait. ¿Any suggestion about the procedure? I thought to take the pills without smashing them. But doesn't the the protective layer break if you smash it?
 
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mrnadim

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This is why it is important to crush the ami tablets and repackage them in gelatin capsules. No foul taste that way.

And yes, if you had added cimetidine to the cocktail you wouldn't have survived. Dead within 10 hours guaranteed.

btw, interesting article recently about a man who murdered/assisted his wife recently with an ami overdose. Basically her breathing slowed and slowed until it eventually stopped. If you can't get N this is probably the next best method.

https://newsok.com/article/5625894/edmond-man-arrested-in-wifes-overdose-death
I got this idea from " self human guide to a peacfull death " and i read about it in many books no one mentioned to use cimetidine ! If i i knew i would defiantly took it !
 
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I got the meds ready, but I prefer to wait. ¿Any suggestion about the procedure? I thought to take the pills without smashing them. But doesn't the the protective layer break if you smash it?
What meds do you have
 
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mrnadim

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I got the meds ready, but I prefer to wait. ¿Any suggestion about the procedure? I thought to take the pills without smashing them. But doesn't the the protective layer break if you smash it?
I guess if u dont smash them it will take more time to digest... do u have the exect drugs i used ? And he exact amount
 
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Roberto

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What meds do you have
300mg midazolam
300mg diazepam
2g of cimetidine
7g of amytriptiline.
and the antiemetics.meto.
75kg
Is it better smashed or not?
 
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300mg midazolam
300mg diazepam
2g of cimetidine
7g of amytriptiline.
and the antiemetics.meto.
75kg
Is it better smashed or not?
Probably better smashed and put in capsules
 
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Roberto

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Jan 19, 2019
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I guess if u dont smash them it will take more time to digest... do u have the exect drugs i used ? And he exact amount
No. Some changes
300mg midazolam
300mg diazepam
2g of cimetidine
7g of amytriptiline.
and the antiemetics.meto.
75kg
 
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Apr 17, 2019
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300mg midazolam
300mg diazepam
2g of cimetidine
7g of amytriptiline.
and the antiemetics.meto.
75kg
Is it better smashed or not?
Personally, i wouldn't crush the pills. Yes, they digest slower, but i believe that's a good thing. You can take your benzo a bit beforhand and then rest of the cocktail. This way you'll be out as pills activating. And taste wouldn't be this bad.
 
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Roberto

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Are you planning to use strong alcohol after taking the meds? I would love Baileys but I don't know if it's strong enough. Better whiskey or rum, I suppous.
 
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mrnadim

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No. Some changes
300mg midazolam
300mg diazepam
2g of cimetidine
7g of amytriptiline.
and the antiemetics.meto.
75kg
They say the best way is to crush them all and add them to your custerd while baking it ... i wanted to do it like that but i never succeded in making custerd i always fail and throw them
 
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Donewith_

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I am planning to down them all with vodka.
 
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JadedGray

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Jul 24, 2018
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I'm sorry this method didn't work out for you. It didn't work out for me either.
 
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Schizotypal

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Feb 2, 2019
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In 2015 I took 4g of amitriptyline, 3g of cimetidine and 500 of diazepam.
Planning in july take ethanol (drinks), isopropanol, trichloroethanol, chloroform and amitriptyline. Unfortunately I have a limited quantity of amitriptyline, is why I wanna add chloroform - will act as a sedative and anticonvulsivant as the other substances but will help a lot to cause cardiac insufficiency with amitriptyline, both are very cardiotoxic.
Check it https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/inducing-a-heart-collapse.15479/#post-300751
 
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