failed again

[bipolar22]

hanged myself again but the fucking bar fell. was lying on the floor with the rope chocking me not knowing what happened.
guess i didnt pull the bar tight enough. i was very drunk anyway. i stopped counting my failed attempt but we are getting closer to acutally succeeding my bois

 

[FuneralCry]

I imagine it must be so frustrating and dreadful to go through a failed attempt, I hate how it's not more straightforward to be free from this existence. But anyway I hope you eventually find what you search for.