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deaddroid

deaddroid

lain
Oct 16, 2019
13
My fail attempt at partial suspension. This is what my face looked like after. It's fucking scary. Busted blood vessels?
Fail 1 Fail 3 Fail 2
 
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İnilerim

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Dec 28, 2018
66
Ouf, I'm sorry. How does your head and throat feel? Are you in pain?
 
deaddroid

deaddroid

lain
Oct 16, 2019
13
Ouf, I'm sorry. How does your head and throat feel? Are you in pain?
mm its okay. my eyes feel so tired. throat feels stuck and head is strange, feels light and slightly sore.
 
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Gromit-CTB

Gromit-CTB

time for ctb
Nov 14, 2020
847
Sorry to hear that OP. Hopefully you can get some rest and relaxation before having to think about the future and any other plans.
 
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Isadeth

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Jun 12, 2020
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I had petechiae around my eyes and face too after a partial hanging attempt. Ice packs helped but unfortunately they have to run their course. ♡ I managed to cover mine with make up for work, thankfully.
I hope you're doing well now!
 
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Sakura94

empty
Nov 26, 2020
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Firstly, I think you should get medical attention though I'm short on what you could tell them. If anyone has any ideas feel free to post because I'm not good at that stuff.

As someone said, we can talk about it later. You need to rest for now and don't feel the need to post too much unless you really need to. Sending lots of love Xxxxx
 
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deaddroid

deaddroid

lain
Oct 16, 2019
13
I had petechiae around my eyes and face too after a partial hanging attempt. Ice packs helped but unfortunately they have to run their course. ♡ I managed to cover mine with make up for work, thankfully.
I hope you're doing well now!
petechiae - thank you for informing me <3 i look so spooky aaaaa
Firstly, I think you should get medical attention though I'm short on what you could tell them. If anyone has any ideas feel free to post because I'm not good at that stuff.

As someone said, we can talk about it later. You need to rest for now and don't feel the need to post too much unless you really need to. Sending lots of love Xxxxx
thank you ill get some rest now :) feel poopy <3
 
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Ghost2211

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I hope you are feeling better soon. It does look like ruptured blood vessels. That doesn't need medical attention, and ice was a good idea. you may see bruising as well as it heals. Did you get the exploding sensation in the head during the attempt?
 
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Isadeth

Visionary
Jun 12, 2020
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petechiae - thank you for informing me <3 i look so spooky aaaaa

thank you ill get some rest now :) feel poopy <3
You're welcome! Coughing excessively or choking on food can produce the same results. That was my go to story if anyone asked why I looked 'spooky' haha thankfully nobody asked :ahhha:
 
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Pengwin

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Nov 9, 2020
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I really hope you're okay OP
 
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Nymph

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Jul 15, 2020
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Damn looks scary, hope it goes away soon:heart:
 
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TooLate2582

Experienced
May 6, 2018
271
Those are specifically busted capillaries, the tiniest of the vessels. Happened because the blood was still coming from an artery side and couldn't leave the through the vein side. Capillary connects the two.

Hope you're ok.
 
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Rachel

Student
Aug 30, 2018
106
You look so young
 
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deaddroid

deaddroid

lain
Oct 16, 2019
13
I hope you are feeling better soon. It does look like ruptured blood vessels. That doesn't need medical attention, and ice was a good idea. you may see bruising as well as it heals. Did you get the exploding sensation in the head during the attempt?
I dont remember. I remember my heartbeat going crazy and trying to bear through it until it slowed down completely. It felt like it had stopped. All I could hear was my gasping. I kept gasping for a bit, it was really uncomfortable. Idk what would have happened if I stayed liked that.
You look so young
I'm 21 :)
 
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Rachel

Student
Aug 30, 2018
106
I dont remember. I remember my heartbeat going crazy and trying to bear through it until it slowed down completely. It felt like it had stopped. All I could hear was my gasping. I kept gasping for a bit, it was really uncomfortable. Idk what would have happened if I stayed liked that.

I'm 21 :)
Ah..I'm 24! Thought we looked close in age lol
 
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Lordsudbury

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Jul 26, 2020
306
I dont remember. I remember my heartbeat going crazy and trying to bear through it until it slowed down completely. It felt like it had stopped. All I could hear was my gasping. I kept gasping for a bit, it was really uncomfortable. Idk what would have happened if I stayed liked that.

I'm 21 :)
I'm doing pRtial right now .... I have it up high like it doesn't cut off my air, no coughing or choking feelings. Just light headed but no gasping or forcing jt
 
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Merlay

you need to die if you want to go to heaven
Oct 24, 2020
32
Your eyes are beautiful but they look sad and tired. I hope for your recovery. ❤️
 
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