deaddroid
lain
- Oct 16, 2019
- 13
My fail attempt at partial suspension. This is what my face looked like after. It's fucking scary. Busted blood vessels?
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İnilerim
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- 66
deaddroid
lain
- Oct 16, 2019
- 13
mm its okay. my eyes feel so tired. throat feels stuck and head is strange, feels light and slightly sore.
Gromit-CTB
time for ctb
- Nov 14, 2020
- 847
Sorry to hear that OP. Hopefully you can get some rest and relaxation before having to think about the future and any other plans.
deaddroid
lain
- Oct 16, 2019
- 13
Isadeth
Visionary
- Jun 12, 2020
- 2,538
I had petechiae around my eyes and face too after a partial hanging attempt. Ice packs helped but unfortunately they have to run their course. ♡ I managed to cover mine with make up for work, thankfully.
I hope you're doing well now!
I hope you're doing well now!
Firstly, I think you should get medical attention though I'm short on what you could tell them. If anyone has any ideas feel free to post because I'm not good at that stuff.
As someone said, we can talk about it later. You need to rest for now and don't feel the need to post too much unless you really need to. Sending lots of love Xxxxx
As someone said, we can talk about it later. You need to rest for now and don't feel the need to post too much unless you really need to. Sending lots of love Xxxxx
deaddroid
lain
- Oct 16, 2019
- 13
petechiae - thank you for informing me <3 i look so spooky aaaaa
thank you ill get some rest now :) feel poopy <3
I hope you are feeling better soon. It does look like ruptured blood vessels. That doesn't need medical attention, and ice was a good idea. you may see bruising as well as it heals. Did you get the exploding sensation in the head during the attempt?
Isadeth
Visionary
- Jun 12, 2020
- 2,538
You're welcome! Coughing excessively or choking on food can produce the same results. That was my go to story if anyone asked why I looked 'spooky' haha thankfully nobody asked
Pengwin
Member
- Nov 9, 2020
- 31
Nymph
he/him
- Jul 15, 2020
- 2,564
Those are specifically busted capillaries, the tiniest of the vessels. Happened because the blood was still coming from an artery side and couldn't leave the through the vein side. Capillary connects the two.
Hope you're ok.
Hope you're ok.
deaddroid
lain
- Oct 16, 2019
- 13
I dont remember. I remember my heartbeat going crazy and trying to bear through it until it slowed down completely. It felt like it had stopped. All I could hear was my gasping. I kept gasping for a bit, it was really uncomfortable. Idk what would have happened if I stayed liked that.
I'm 21 :)
I'm doing pRtial right now .... I have it up high like it doesn't cut off my air, no coughing or choking feelings. Just light headed but no gasping or forcing jt
Merlay
you need to die if you want to go to heaven
- Oct 24, 2020
- 32
Your eyes are beautiful but they look sad and tired. I hope for your recovery. 
