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Soulless_Angel

Soulless_Angel

existence is futile
Jul 10, 2019
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Do some people feel like they are just existing over actually living?
Were life is one were you live for others, do as others see fit, follow the routine that suits others, as long as they are happy that's all that matters, meaning living becomes a chore, and existing falls into place.
I know some pro lifers have said to me to change, but how can change happen when you are just forced back into others routines?

I am struggling with this, my mood each day is either accepting it and is high and bouncy or I am low as shit and so angry! No inbetween, I can't keep just existing, does anyone feel this, is there even any point to this? This being this post, or even life!
 
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waterbottleman

waterbottleman

Not a person
Sep 30, 2019
721
Yes, that is me.
 
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enjoy

enjoy

Creature
Dec 20, 2019
337
i exist. i'm always tired and in a fog. i feel like i'm on autopilot 99% of the time... or a background character in someone else's life. that's what routine does to me.
 
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