Existing or Living

[Soulless_Angel]

Do some people feel like they are just existing over actually living?
Were life is one were you live for others, do as others see fit, follow the routine that suits others, as long as they are happy that's all that matters, meaning living becomes a chore, and existing falls into place.
I know some pro lifers have said to me to change, but how can change happen when you are just forced back into others routines?

I am struggling with this, my mood each day is either accepting it and is high and bouncy or I am low as shit and so angry! No inbetween, I can't keep just existing, does anyone feel this, is there even any point to this? This being this post, or even life!

 

[waterbottleman]

Yes, that is me.

 

[enjoy]

i exist. i'm always tired and in a fog. i feel like i'm on autopilot 99% of the time... or a background character in someone else's life. that's what routine does to me.