Venting Existence is something very horrifying

[FuneralCry]

It truly is, which is why it would be better if existence is erased, it disgusts me how existence tragically disturbed the peace of nothingness causing all this senseless agony and torment as a result.
The existence of life was just a horrifying, unacceptable tragedy that only caused harm, and having the ability to exist truly is such a repulsive thing.

Because after all, as long as one has the ability to exist they have the potential to suffer to extreme amounts which is absolutely evil, existence is nothing more than pointless and meaningless suffering with the risk always being there of experiencing much worse torture at any moment. It's simply beyond comprehension how much endless agony existence itself has so unnecessarily caused all throughout history and this is why only wanting to be free from the ultimate cause of all suffering feels rational to me.

Wanting suicide to prevent all future suffering is all that makes sense to me, as all that existence does is create problems there was never a need for and without existence one cannot suffer. Existence is something that is undeniably so hellish and the most horrific mistake, it absolutely disgusts me how we cannot easily free ourselves in peace despite this reality.

 

[nood11]

I agree that being alive is very difficult and undesirable. It takes a lot of courage to kill yourself though. That fact makes me feel stuck here in this life until natural death.

 

[kelimackie]

I agree with you, existence just feels meaningless. I keep thinking about the religious prospects of existing, specially religions strong in my country (evangelical and umbanda).

The Christianity one is bs, I realized that a long ago, but the other one says that we have to live, be good and then when we die we are to help the living. If that was true, why the world is such a mess? I read something that goes "if spirits were real, white people would be fucked".

 

[Darkover]

we will have to face death and whatever happens next. The horror of not ever existing again or equally the horror of existing forever eternally as a part of an eternal force. I mean once one truly conceives that it is a horror like non other. Its pure agony and horror at ones own existence as well as everything else. It seems to me that very few people have this profound realization and others are like under some veil. Also religion nor any philosophy can be comforting at all because none offer an escape. Once you are born you are doomed and it cant be undone.

 

[Hennessy]

The Western world is completely changed. We don't live anymore, we only exist.

We have become slaves for the elite, and we have to work harder, smarter and faster.

The retirements age is getting higher, our pensions smaller and there is crime everywhere.

The complete society is falling apart and there is nothing we can do about it!

It will only get worse! There are no happy news!

 

[youhavethedove]

It is. I look around me when I walk in the city and just wonder wtf is going on.

 

[Epikur]

The Western world is completely changed. We don't live anymore, we only exist.

We have become slaves for the elite, and we have to work harder, smarter and faster.

The retirements age is getting higher, our pensions smaller and there is crime everywhere.

The complete society is falling apart and there is nothing we can do about it!

It will only get worse! There are no happy news!

This is where I´ve been lately thinking more and more often that I do not want to live to see this world anymore. Have managed to survive 56 yrs and now it is simply enough.