Everythings shit and I'm tired

[LonelyLight]

I am so tired. Exhausted every minute of the day trying to keep up pretending. I get myself out of one situation only to land myself into another. I'm an idiot. I feel it could be time. I'll admit I'm drunk and have been a lot lately. It's the only time I can "cope" but I just want to go now. What's the point? I'm sorry :(

 

[faust]

That's what I usually call a rat race. This term is often mentioned in the context of money, however may be applicable everywhere.
We don't manage to fully enjoy the solving of one issue when two other appear. Like a never-ending cycle which makes us struggle eternally.
No matter what your final decision is, I wish you a good luck in whatever you do!