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Mar 2, 2026
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people drive me insane. going outside is so painful. i'm so unhappy. i'm so useless. i'm not beautiful. people love hate and hate love. my body is frail and my skull is heavy. i have nothing to live for. nothing to believe in, no goals to chase. i don't even experience attraction like other people.

i genuinely want to escape
 
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Apr 11, 2023
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people drive me insane. going outside is so painful. i'm so unhappy. i'm so useless. i'm not beautiful. people love hate and hate love. my body is frail and my skull is heavy. i have nothing to live for. nothing to believe in, no goals to chase. i don't even experience attraction like other people.

i genuinely want to escape
I'm currently outside enduring the elements of mother nature. The same feelings among myself indeed
 
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Life for me is just one long bitter night
Apr 8, 2026
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This life is absolute garbage, I dream of going to a better world than this shit.
 

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