Venting Escape seems so out of reach

[HadItAll]

Shit in my life might really hit the fan the next few weeks, but having a method ready + a few backup methods seems so out of reach.

It'll take me months to get everything ready and to know ins and outs of the methods.

Wish I had started sooner.

I don't even want to ctb asap, I just want to be in control in case things get unbearable.

 

[missingpeace]

Yes, it does take some time to research and get the stuff, I read the ppH and it was pretty straightforward telling me what to get, but once you get everything the hardest part are the attempts and not knowing what will happen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Unfortunately at least to me, suicide is something that really is so unnecessarily difficult. The fact that voluntarily exiting this world involves so many risks and complications is the only reason as to why I'm sadly still trapped in this existence. It's very much understandable wanting to have your method all planned out as I believe that it can be a relief for many knowing that they have a way to instantly end all of the suffering. In an existence where chance so cruelly determines everything, suicide certainly is a way to take control as we are choosing when to leave. None of us should have to feel so trapped here.

 

[HadItAll]

Unfortunately at least to me, suicide is something that really is so unnecessarily difficult. The fact that voluntarily exiting this world involves so many risks and complications is the only reason as to why I'm sadly still trapped in this existence. It's very much understandable wanting to have your method all planned out as I believe that it can be a relief for many knowing that they have a way to instantly end all of the suffering. In an existence where chance so cruelly determines everything, suicide certainly is a way to take control as we are choosing when to leave. None of us should have to feel so trapped here.

Imagine playing a game where you got dealt the shittiest unwinnable hand and you're just forced to keep playing for 100 years.

 

[GasMonkey]

Long path ahead.