
cantwaittoleave
no one noticed.
- Jul 18, 2022
- 26
my episodes are becoming more frequent and more violent. and somehow i become less and less noticed over time by the people in my life. unfortunately i don't think i'll be able to ctb any time soon (only as i want to be around my dog while he's still alive) but if it stays this bad for much longer i may not have a choice. im in therapy and all it's making me feel is invalidated as my therapist just talks over me and tries to tell me how im feeling, and will go on about unrelated topics even after i expressed i wanted to be evaluated for more possible comorbid things. im tired and nobody knows or cares to know. i hope i get to leave soon.