restingplace
Student
- Mar 7, 2024
- 154
I saw my girlfriend this week for the first time in 4 years due to personal issues plus covid and stuff. I got new pills and stuff too.
Fuck im incredibly depressed.
Even seeing my girlfriend didn't feel as amazing as I thought it would be.
Things seem to be going my way though. No one is in the house as often, just myself. My best friend is finally getting therapy so by the time I'm gone he'll have proper support. My other best friend is leaving town so he won't be here when I do it and it'll hopefully pain him less. My girlfriend is also long distance so again less pain.
It's becoming more and more tempting to make an actual plan.
We'll see as the year continues.
That's it guys, see you next Friday (except this one wasn't on time)
Fuck im incredibly depressed.
Even seeing my girlfriend didn't feel as amazing as I thought it would be.
Things seem to be going my way though. No one is in the house as often, just myself. My best friend is finally getting therapy so by the time I'm gone he'll have proper support. My other best friend is leaving town so he won't be here when I do it and it'll hopefully pain him less. My girlfriend is also long distance so again less pain.
It's becoming more and more tempting to make an actual plan.
We'll see as the year continues.
That's it guys, see you next Friday (except this one wasn't on time)
