End of the line.

[E4syW3y0u7]

Can't believe i'm about to end my own life, all those memories that i've built and the hardships i've went through, all of this is gonna go to the void, ain't never gonna live my life to my full potential.

But i diserve it, people like me don't belong in society or around good people.

I have betrayed,manipulated,lied,stalked,harassed people that were very dear to me, that loved me, both irl and online, this is not acceptable, this is awful and horrible.

I'm a rabid dog and need to be put down, i can't live with myself and my actions, i hate my twisted mangled brain and thoughts...i've been a good guy for 29 yrs and then a switch flipped inside, i've lost myself and everything i held dear, there is no forgiveness and no redemption...

I wish i didn't snap, i wish i could go back, i wish i controlled my anger and ressentment...don't let your anger takes over your mind, you will make horrible mistakes...

This is the end and i hurt so much, i want the pain to stop, i regret all the hurt i have done...

Thanks for the people on here i chatted with a little, it was nice even if i was undiserving of any kind of sympathy, i guess i was clinging for something...



I wish you loved me as much as i loved you, i'm sorry for everything, i cherish all the good you gave me...now my mind goes into the void and my body will decay...i've wasted it all...i'm sorry...je t'aime...