enne
blood sport
- May 13, 2026
- 104
if i do it - it ends
maybe that's just surviving kicking
however, where were you when i laid there
when i stared at the void for hours
couldn't comprehend anything around
where were you?
who was saving me then?
why am i here?
how can i understand?
i can't have a normal life. i cant do what others do. what is this disease?
it's all too heavy
and the tv is too loud
and skin scares me
you can't get clean anymore
you can't get clean
maybe that's just surviving kicking
however, where were you when i laid there
when i stared at the void for hours
couldn't comprehend anything around
where were you?
who was saving me then?
why am i here?
how can i understand?
i can't have a normal life. i cant do what others do. what is this disease?
it's all too heavy
and the tv is too loud
and skin scares me
you can't get clean anymore
you can't get clean