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thewalkingdread

thewalkingdread

Life is a pointless, undeserved, unnecessary pain.
Oct 30, 2023
490
I don't really want to die... I just wish I was never born to begin with.

I just wish another sperm had won that damn stupid race and none of this would have happened — at least not to me, anyway.

Dying sucks because it is one of the biggest parts of life, since breath one.

Dying sucks because life sucks... No wonder. And I just wish I was never brought to this shithole.

Fucking natalists...
 
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Yaffle

Life’s a bitch
Nov 9, 2023
397
I just wish another sperm had won that damn stupid race and none of this would have happened — at least not to me, anyway.

I've thought this many times.
 
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Salmon can't swim

Salmon can't swim

Drowning in a sea of despair
Dec 9, 2023
25
Fuck natalists. (though with the way they are, they'd probs be grateful if you did and they had a child). My parents act like they did me a favour by dragging me into this hell when I never asked them to
 
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MatrixPrisoner

MatrixPrisoner

Enlightened
Jul 8, 2023
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There's only one thing worse than dying...

...and that's living.
 

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Lookoutbelow

Lookoutbelow

Jump to it
Sep 14, 2023
512
There's only one thing worse than dying...

...and that's living.
That is the truth. Love the walking dead gif reference. Topical to username. Very astute.
 
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thewalkingdread

thewalkingdread

Life is a pointless, undeserved, unnecessary pain.
Oct 30, 2023
490
There's only one thing worse than dying...

...and that's living.

One can only die, if one was brought to life first...

Non-existence is the best "thing" — not ever being born. But yeah... Too late for that now.
 
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penguinl0v3s

penguinl0v3s

Wait for Me 💙
Nov 1, 2023
968
I don't really want to die... I just wish I was never born to begin with.

I just wish another sperm had won that damn stupid race and none of this would have happened — at least not to me, anyway.

Dying sucks because it is one of the biggest parts of life, since breath one.

Dying sucks because life sucks... No wonder. And I just wish I was never brought to this shithole.

Fucking natalists...
There's a good video on this that talks about how the desire to die is different from the desire to not exist.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,318
I understand, I certainly wish that I wasn't burdened with this existence in the first place, it's cruel and tragic how people impose existence, just creating meaningless suffering as a result. Existence is just so unnecessary as well and I hate how existence just doesn't come with an permanent offswitch, ideally I'd wish to completely erase my existence so it's like I never existed at all.
 
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lightnings

Hell is here
May 12, 2023
244
Dying sucks because you can't just think yourself into death and have to take action in order to do it which requires planning, practice runs and lots of disappointment. Dying sucks because it's scary until you're dead, then it's obviously peaceful.
I can relate to that a lot
 
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