Drunk again. Only constant is suicidal

[absolomonisgone]

when i woke up around 11 am..., all i thought of was some social media, sleep more.., wake up, start drinking again. i look outside the window people going about their business. kids going to school, ..., and it's all meaningless.

 

[Huntfish34]

Right there with ya..... I woke up around 7am and am well on my way to being a drunk fuck for the rest of the day.

I wish you the best, you are not alone.

 

[absolomonisgone]

Right there with ya..... I woke up around 7am and am well on my way to being a drunk fuck for the rest of the day.

I wish you the best, you are not alone.

what's your poison? mine is faxe beers. knocks you down fast

 

[dimstar]

Vodka. I use to joke about always pouring a night cap but only taking a few sips then having to finish my "morning cup" from the night before. The night cap is always gone now I just make my morning cup.. At least drinking is one thing society decided is acceptable right?

 

[Deleted member 31858]

This is my life these last few days except for looking out the window I'm not even able to do that.I'm so sorry you feel that way

 

[Huntfish34]

I'm not really familiar with faxe beer but it does ring a bell.

Mostly whiskey and beer for me, although I'll probably drink whatever is around / available .

 

[SantasHelper]

I don't really drink but I do smoke. This is kind of how I feel when I'm smoking, I know it's not the same but I understand to some extent. Like nothing matters

 

[LC188]

I used to drink a lot, go to the point I needed it to function . Also, to help with coping. I've smoked , drank, took pills . anything to alter reality

 

[absolomonisgone]

This is my life these last few days except for looking out the window I'm not even able to do that.I'm so sorry you feel that way

sure. even looking out of the window saddens.

I used to drink a lot, go to the point I needed it to function . Also, to help with coping. I've smoked , drank, took pills . anything to alter reality

i think i loved life, but for whatever reason, it was not meant for me.

 

[lumibee]

I used to drink a lot, go to the point I needed it to function . Also, to help with coping. I've smoked , drank, took pills . anything to alter reality

It's very easy to get hooked onto these substances, especially when your sole purpose of using it is to cope. It really does only take a matter of time for it to consume you once you start to find comfort within it. It's such a bittersweet escape simply because the effects remain temporary, as much as we would prefer it's stay