We are all hoping for a peaceful way to die but that's pretty close to impossible. I'm pretty sure most people are like "oh shit" right before they die. The reality is if someone is serious about it they obviously have to face some fear. Even if you're lucky enough to not feel pain there's still anxiety before snorting the line. You know what's not painless, waking up from an od puking your guts out then trying to take an opiate dump and not being able to for a week. Od-ing can honestly feel like crap.
You know what would suck, being woken up with narcan by a cop. By all means try to find it, I'm envious of anyone who does go that way if they intended to. Long story short it's just not as easy as asking people on the internet how to get drugs. Find someone who knows about drugs and ask them in person. Still sketch. Who wants a paper trail. No one here can tell you how to get drugs on the streets. And I personally don't want to take the risk of ordering them. Not that tech savvy anyway.
Od can fail miserably.
Honestly think ya'll are assholes too. I've been supportive to many people in many situations. Judge me all you want but none of you strangers know what I have and would do for people.
As someone who is (sadly) experiencied with drugs equally, I think a ressource post where others could add advice on "what and what not" to do and watch out for would be useful for many on here too desperate and frankly depressed to give a damn otherwise and safely prepare for such a interaction/transaction. Because the reality is they will do it anyway.
Yeah I agree but that's basically what I mean I guess. There are definite dos and don'ts. Don't just straight up ask for drugs for starters. That's rule one, play it cool, know the lingo, know who to go to.
All my connects are dead or in prison or too sketchy to deal with. I guess I'm just frustrated. SORRY Y'ALL. I'd be long gone otherwise.
We are all hoping for a peaceful way to die but that's pretty close to impossible. I'm pretty sure most people are like "oh shit" right before they die. The reality is if someone is serious about it they obviously have to face some fear. Even if you're lucky enough to not feel pain there's still anxiety before snorting the line. You know what's not painless, waking up from an od puking your guts out then trying to take an opiate dump and not being able to for a week. Od-ing can honestly feel like crap.
You know what would suck, being woken up with narcan by a cop. By all means try to find it, I'm envious of anyone who does go that way if they intended to. Long story short it's just not as easy as asking people on the internet how to get drugs. Find someone who knows about drugs and ask them in person. Still sketch. Who wants a paper trail. No one here can tell you how to get drugs on the streets. And I personally don't want to take the risk of ordering them. Not that tech savvy anyway.
Od can fail miserably.
Honestly think ya'll are assholes too. I've been supportive to many people in many situations. Judge me all you want but none of you strangers know what I have and would do for people.
Yeah I agree but that's basically what I mean I guess. There are definite dos and don'ts. Don't just straight up ask for drugs for starters. That's rule one, play it cool, know the lingo, know who to go to.
All my connects are dead or in prison or too sketchy to deal with. I guess I'm just frustrated. SORRY Y'ALL. I'd be long gone otherwise.
I guess to anyone who hasn't done drugs if you do go that way, I would leave a note that it was intentional and that you haven't been doing it otherwise everyone is just going to call you a junkie when you die. If you care about that.. if not *shrug* my best friend killed himself with it on his first try. Everyone calls him a druggie now and he fucking wasn't even close to that. Pisses me off. If you don't care about your reputation, decide whether you care about humilating your family. But yeah when we finally decide to go nothing really matters.
We are all hoping for a peaceful way to die but that's pretty close to impossible. I'm pretty sure most people are like "oh shit" right before they die. The reality is if someone is serious about it they obviously have to face some fear. Even if you're lucky enough to not feel pain there's still anxiety before snorting the line. You know what's not painless, waking up from an od puking your guts out then trying to take an opiate dump and not being able to for a week. Od-ing can honestly feel like crap.
You know what would suck, being woken up with narcan by a cop. By all means try to find it, I'm envious of anyone who does go that way if they intended to. Long story short it's just not as easy as asking people on the internet how to get drugs. Find someone who knows about drugs and ask them in person. Still sketch. Who wants a paper trail. No one here can tell you how to get drugs on the streets. And I personally don't want to take the risk of ordering them. Not that tech savvy anyway.
Od can fail miserably.
Honestly think ya'll are assholes too. I've been supportive to many people in many situations. Judge me all you want but none of you strangers know what I have and would do for people.
Yeah I agree but that's basically what I mean I guess. There are definite dos and don'ts. Don't just straight up ask for drugs for starters. That's rule one, play it cool, know the lingo, know who to go to.
All my connects are dead or in prison or too sketchy to deal with. I guess I'm just frustrated. SORRY Y'ALL. I'd be long gone otherwise.
I guess to anyone who hasn't done drugs if you do go that way, I would leave a note that it was intentional and that you haven't been doing it otherwise everyone is just going to call you a junkie when you die. If you care about that.. if not *shrug* my best friend killed himself with it on his first try. Everyone calls him a druggie now and he fucking wasn't even close to that. Pisses me off. If you don't care about your reputation, decide whether you care about humilating your family. But yeah when we finally decide to go nothing really matters.
You also risk putting people in jail, so you better do enough to be out for good or there's gonna be some really pissed off people. Cops are definitely going to go through your phone, especially if you die unexpectedly. Even if it's not drugs, cops always go through phones when people die to first, make sure it was a suicide and secondly to figure out why you did it.
What's not fun is living with brain damage.
Wiping out your phone won't work either. Data can be retrieved.
Like my mom always said, BE GOOD OR BE GOOD AT IT. Honestly I'm dumb for even being on this forum but hey I was depressed desperate and wanted to take the RISK.
Drug addicts are VERY unpredictable people they can change their mind one second to the next. They don't even know what they are going to do. Most of them are in psychosis. They assume everyone is a rat, even their friends, because, let's be honest, druggies rat eachother out all the time. So yeah, imo it's just not a fun experience trying to find them. Sketchy mofos will make you wish you just jumped in front of a bus. Ugh I hate dealing with weirdos.
I've been sober a long time, I was never a consistent user, a binge user, I'd use for a couple days then stop, then go back to it every now and then. I'm still living with the consequences, I still have constant flashbacks, I still have nightmares every night and can't fall into deep sleep. I wake up every 20 mins or less. I TRIED TO DIE MANY TIMES. I truly envy those who manage to die on their first try. Keep what's left of your brains people. Please. Nothing is worse than having permanent physical and mental damage. I AM TRULY LIVING A FATE WORSE THAN DEATH.
GOODLUCK IN LIFE AND DEATH
We are all hoping for a peaceful way to die but that's pretty close to impossible. I'm pretty sure most people are like "oh shit" right before they die. The reality is if someone is serious about it they obviously have to face some fear. Even if you're lucky enough to not feel pain there's still anxiety before snorting the line. You know what's not painless, waking up from an od puking your guts out then trying to take an opiate dump and not being able to for a week. Od-ing can honestly feel like crap.
You know what would suck, being woken up with narcan by a cop. By all means try to find it, I'm envious of anyone who does go that way if they intended to. Long story short it's just not as easy as asking people on the internet how to get drugs. Find someone who knows about drugs and ask them in person. Still sketch. Who wants a paper trail. No one here can tell you how to get drugs on the streets. And I personally don't want to take the risk of ordering them. Not that tech savvy anyway.
Od can fail miserably.
Honestly think ya'll are assholes too. I've been supportive to many people in many situations. Judge me all you want but none of you strangers know what I have and would do for people.
Yeah I agree but that's basically what I mean I guess. There are definite dos and don'ts. Don't just straight up ask for drugs for starters. That's rule one, play it cool, know the lingo, know who to go to.
All my connects are dead or in prison or too sketchy to deal with. I guess I'm just frustrated. SORRY Y'ALL. I'd be long gone otherwise.
I guess to anyone who hasn't done drugs if you do go that way, I would leave a note that it was intentional and that you haven't been doing it otherwise everyone is just going to call you a junkie when you die. If you care about that.. if not *shrug* my best friend killed himself with it on his first try. Everyone calls him a druggie now and he fucking wasn't even close to that. Pisses me off. If you don't care about your reputation, decide whether you care about humilating your family. But yeah when we finally decide to go nothing really matters.
You also risk putting people in jail, so you better do enough to be out for good or there's gonna be some really pissed off people. Cops are definitely going to go through your phone, especially if you die unexpectedly. Even if it's not drugs, cops always go through phones when people die to first, make sure it was a suicide and secondly to figure out why you did it.
What's not fun is living with brain damage.
Wiping out your phone won't work either. Data can be retrieved.
Like my mom always said, BE GOOD OR BE GOOD AT IT. Honestly I'm dumb for even being on this forum but hey I was depressed desperate and wanted to take the RISK.
Drug addicts are VERY unpredictable people they can change their mind one second to the next. They don't even know what they are going to do. Most of them are in psychosis. They assume everyone is a rat, even their friends, because, let's be honest, druggies rat eachother out all the time. So yeah, imo it's just not a fun experience trying to find them. Sketchy mofos will make you wish you just jumped in front of a bus. Ugh I hate dealing with weirdos.
I've been sober a long time, I was never a consistent user, a binge user, I'd use for a couple days then stop, then go back to it every now and then. I'm still living with the consequences, I still have constant flashbacks, I still have nightmares every night and can't fall into deep sleep. I wake up every 20 mins or less. I TRIED TO DIE MANY TIMES. I truly envy those who manage to die on their first try. Keep what's left of your brains people. Please. Nothing is worse than having permanent physical and mental damage. I AM TRULY LIVING A FATE WORSE THAN DEATH.
GOODLUCK IN LIFE AND DEATH
If you want to go from a nice lifestyle to living in the ghetto. Try drugs. Even once is enough to ruin your life. I DIDNT EVEN GET MYSELF HOOKED, THE DOCTORS DID. that's why doctors don't prescribe shit anymore, they got everyone hooked. Living with the amount of physical pain I'm in with no pain relief is INHUMANE. Ive mixed insane amounts of drugs and still lived. Benzos and opiates would be ideal but I've tried. I've taken two bottles of xanax bars the highest dose of xanax, 8 bags of strong heroin shit tons of booze and other drugs at once and didn't die. Then there are times I've almost died from a small amount. It depends greatly on many factors.