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Hadenuf
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- Aug 3, 2019
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I was planning lorazepam with alcohol and lay in wait for the tide to take me whilst asleep
I agree with the comment regarding survival instinct. I was determined to do this tonight and overcame the fear that the water would be too cold. I set my sights on an island about 7 miles away which there is no way I could reach, but only managed to swim for about one minute before SI kicked in. The water is a disgusting brown colour which makes it really hard to get the motivation to put your face under it. I was wearing trainers which didn't help, but I needed them to overcome the rocks you need to cross and which are on the sea bed as you wade out. I have tried several methods now but SI always kicks in so am very frustrated.I certainly agree the method could be improved upon. It's still tricky to time to perfection falling from a boat at the exact moment of losing consciousness, and I still don't know if you would regain consciousness when you hit the water. A floatation device may also help, but again you have the same issue of releasing it at the perfect time. Both would allow the use of additional weights which may help.
I would still like to remind everyone how strong SI is with this method though. I was calm and determined throughout the whole process until the final moments when I realised I was unable to complete the task.
Just click it. The poster has written a long post and hid the "Chapters" beneath the spoiler.What does it mean by spoiler in this thread?
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can anyone please explain why he is planning to take the drugs while treading water after swimming out, rather than taking them before entering the water? Taking them before entering the water seems so much easier to me…
I guess there must have been a deleted post, because from June 11 - June 13 the interact ion suggests an attempt that didn't work. Is that right?Thanks and praises to the good people who helped you.
Bummer. This is what I'm most concerned with, but only after losing consciousness. I don't expect to back off at the last moment, but then most probably don't, right?I
I agree with the comment regarding survival instinct. I was determined to do this tonight and overcame the fear that the water would be too cold. I set my sights on an island about 7 miles away which there is no way I could reach, but only managed to swim for about one minute before SI kicked in. The water is a disgusting brown colour which makes it really hard to get the motivation to put your face under it. I was wearing trainers which didn't help, but I needed them to overcome the rocks you need to cross and which are on the sea bed as you wade out. I have tried several methods now but SI always kicks in so am very frustrated.